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MOVEDDDDD :)

2009-07-20T18:36:00.002+08:00

http://heartprint-s.livejournal.com/

the spring, summer, winter and autumn

2009-07-19T17:34:00.003+08:00

I just bathed but im now covered in sweat again because i was playing soccer w my brother at home HAHAHA. kept banging into things like the iron board and kitchen door and shelves until our mum shouted at us T_T

That was actually just something rly random. ^^

Ok i have just done up my first livejournal hahahahah not bad its purplish yay! :) happy happy anw i just realised classic smilies only applies to xanga but ohwell i like livejournal too yay!
shall give the link to you guys tmr or smth.

一雙閃著淚光的眼睛

要多努力才能把雨看成星星

握住我手　但別給我同情

執著的人要從倔強　尋找勇氣

＊好像很近　瞬間又遠離

很難實現才叫夢想　才要決心

我們終於一起　來到這裡

當我激動不能言語　把我抱緊

我們隔著　一顆心的距離

有笑有哭地去回憶

夏天秋天　純真蛻變的電影

會是一輩子做不膩的事情

靜靜隔著　一顆心的距離

交換最真實的情緒

慶幸　太不勇敢的紀念日裡

你曾經　給我多重要的鼓勵

我想說　沒有你的聲音

像沒有歌詞的旋律

就算可以　很美很好聽

也少了意義上的確定

One hundred and one.

What else is there left?

2009-07-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

I think I am switching to livejournal, I found many pretty skins to fit there, yay! And there are very nice smileys to use teehee!

“It’s the lil surprises that makes life worthwhile”
Thanks Kimberly : )

Pfftttttt (omg so nice to use), I might not have a dozen friends, a million friends, that few hundreds of friends in facebook, but I know I have friends whom I can trust, friends whom I can relate to, friends who are willing to stay by my side, friends who know me well. They might not be a number of a hundred, but at least I know I will always have that group of friends with me. AHA so in the end I still win you (who is tht idk T_T)

I learned to be happy over little things.
(although I have two science tests next week and I think I screwed up my LA test tday)

Anyway a dedicated post to my dearest pineapple kia, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
It’s a wonderful birthday celebration for you right- the GL treasure hunt and stuffs. Haha whatevr I wanna say is in the card already, so there you go, I love you!

Shall post up pictures some other day.

Get well soon.

WHAT CRAP IS THIS?!

2009-07-13T21:58:00.005+08:00

Kimyee feels like crap now, so many things going on in her very puny brain.
Monday is over and she doesnt feel like she has done anyth today.
She feels like she is just living w the flow.
WHAT CRAP.

and my com is so super lag I feel like just smashing it into pieces.
I AM THE LEADER OF AN ANGRY AND VIOLENT MOB.

~~THINK KIMYEE, THINK.~~
NO I AM JUST GG TO STOP THINKING FOR TNIGHT SRS.

Unpleasant & Pleasant.

2009-07-11T10:14:00.003+08:00

"You mean all the bad things he did?"

"Yea. I mean, maybe its rly bad to say that of him, but maybe its better off this way for grandma"

And after that I prmised myself I'm not going to hate anymore.

This weekend is busy w many things undone 'cause well, things just keep happening.
E-learning is srsly dot to the max, although I rlly would prefer e-learning to normal lessons. And from next week, school starts w/o anymore one day hols ):< and talking about E&C week, SCREW YOU h1n1 (then again maybe not)

Ytd was cool. HA im lazy to upload photos because i hate blogger, no i dont hate blogger i hate to upload photos on blogger. ):<
YA so anyway it has been a long time and I guess all of us got the feeling back!

Life's still great huh.

A gift to heaven.

2009-07-10T09:56:00.001+08:00

Rest in peace.

Grandma, dont cry.

Missing me

2009-07-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

Three.

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

1thing 2say 3words 4you,

2009-07-09T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha i keep spamming this song everywhr now, its so catchy!
"There's only 1 thing, 2 say, 3 words, 4 youuuu~~"

I have a lot of pictures i wanna upload cause omg i found so many pretty pictures on the net. I honestly feel that singapore lacks really great scenery although we are clean and yea, there's not much we can do abt it BUT OH WELL. SAD.

Life has been super suay for me lah. Idk what's wrong! Omgosh. It's like, I've lost my pencil case dude, my PENCIL CASE! Yknow how long I have spent trying to fill up my pencil case and just when I'm so frigging broke, my pencil case ran away.. YOU WANNA FIND A NEW OWNER AT LEAST.. not now right.
WAHLAO now i have to live for idk how long w/o my pencil case, and yknow.. i am the only person who has a pencil case with usable stuffs in my whole family since my brother lives at my aunt's house..

OK FORGET IT.
I have calculated and I should be able to save $18 per week de. Yes i shall start saving from tday I mean it ok. I dont want money to cont draining away from me cause i know i still owe people money.

And I have like 9 mosquitoes bite all over my body! SO IRRITATING.. T__T

ANW I WAS SUPER RETARDED TDAY CAN wahlao i feel so sad. ):

-Case study 1-

Hsiaotien called me and was like "Eh kimyee, you dont come down first, can help me check if got a big board left in the class and help me take down? thanks!"

Kimyee : "huh orh okok i go check"
- went into hsiaotien's class and check. Met zq and heping halfway and they were like "Hsiaotien went down alrdy leh, she not in class." -

Kimyee : Yeah i know! haha i just need to go get a big BIRD from her class o.o help her take down.

Zq and heping : Huh? what big bird?

Kimyee : I have no idea. she ask me to take de LOL. nvm i go check.

Zq and heping : LOL O___O okay... you call her ask her bah.

Kimyee : Okay.

So i went into her class.. and searched for a big bird sort of thing. and there was nothing. so i called hsiaotien
"EH, WHERE GOT BIG BIRD?!"

-Case study 2-

Kimyee: erm i want to ask if anybody return a pencilcase cos i lost my pencilcase here.

Cashier: pencilcase? yes yes yes. you go to the stationery department.

Kimyee: nonono as in i lost my pencilcase.

Cashier: oh! when did you lost it?

Kimyee: tomorrow.

Kimyee: EH. NO I MEAN YESTERDAY.

- End of case study -

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (and it continues..)

Am I asking too much?

2009-07-06T18:49:00.002+08:00

I STILL PREFER ICE AGE ONE AND TWO ALTHO THREE IS ALSO SIMPLY HILARIOUS ^^ If i am making any sense that is.

Behold, welcome back the torturous school days where tests flood your brain! :) Jiayou people, may we all survive this awesome i mean arsesome week or term or year.

I have set some goals AND I BETTER MAKE SURE I KEEP TO IT.
Hm i guess setting goals and keeping to it makes yoru life feels more fufilling. Hm k. I shall try.

Is it just me or blogger just refuses to upload photos?!

我們隔著　一顆心的距離

2009-07-05T21:50:00.005+08:00

My mum just told me : " because of this chinese competition, my AI show only lasted for an hour today"

LOL.

Threads of destiny makes you think that they just wanna earn money from you LIKE SERIOUS!
Haha in order to scam you all i shall tell you to go watch xD (see lah, i still so nice right, tell you all i scam you so you wont go watch.) But if you are rlly damn GL and want to see why i say its a scam you can try (: hehe.

Okkk anyway I went to watch it with Yiting Claire Tseyin HAHAHA. I GOT MY DEAR BALLOON which i kindly gave to a small little girl (: YAY SEE HER SAY "THANK YOU" makes me feel like a da jiejie HOEEHA. We almost formed a OOT Club. (it stands for erm, OUT OF TUNE) LOL. Ok actually it's just me ): and there were red blood cells all over the place..

Talked about bananas and more bananas and yea. Hm.
GRR IM PISSED OFF WITH BLOGGER!

OK I GO DO HMWK NOW SEEYA.

I need to stop trying to replace you, and idk why.

it's as though we are destroying what we've created

2009-07-04T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hm. Have you guys heard the new ndp song yet? It gets so different each year haha. And I have no idea who that guy is .__. Okok come I show you all LOL.

Sounds weird right?! I dont know.. Just totally dont sound like er, national day song hahaha. But oh well, it's like cool anyway hahaha. :D

I'm so going to remind my brother to bring home the guitar. It's like, one of my biggest regrets in life man.. I WANNA BRING IT BACK. (ok if you have any idea what the hell im talking abt)
my mum was telling me tht she should have sent me to ballet lessons when i was much younger. .___. hahaha oh well.

I should walk away from my computer and pack my room, like now, now now now now gogogo!

random to the max.

2009-07-04T19:20:00.003+08:00

At this moment, Claire is announcing the 4D results.
Tseyin is stoning (or listening to the results cause she bought a number).
Yiting just got disconnected.
I AM CUTE.

LOL one of the craziest convos of all time LOL xD

the best memory,

2009-07-03T18:29:00.003+08:00

如果我变成回忆
- Tank.

累了交困里努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了
9
听着你心像往常还有热
越美丽越更勇敢的
我还能展示什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
12,15,22,5
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
25,15,21
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发满山牵着你看晚霞落去
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他给你我不怪你
:)
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你坐挨哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发满山牵着你看晚霞落去
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他给你

if you gave it, dont take it away

2009-07-02T17:50:00.005+08:00

Something is wrong w blogger, it refuses to upload pictures.. NVM HAHA xD photobucket to the rescueeeee :") This wasnt very long ago, but I just realised I havent post about it LOL. That day was a CCA day, but we were released early 'cause of h1n1 (see, your fault again lah h1n1). yup, so in the end we had sort of a section outing which had the best attendance of the century! Okay, maybe not century but yea you get my point ;)

With Kimberly, Yihan and 3 clarinets.. LOL.

With Yihan and Wanyih and Kimdar :)

YEAR 3s WHOOHOO.

Yes even gimling said this photo is cute hehehe.

whooo! BIG SECTION YEA.

YEAR 4s w/o daphine and sebastian.

YEAR2s LOL like boss liddat hah.

FIRST KLARINUTZ!

SECONDS!!!

THIRDS :D

LOL trying to fake jumpshot .___. evan looks like though! LOL.

Haha from sec1s to 4s :)

YES FOR ONCE! we are taller LOL.

my dearest lihua kaizhen! :)

Jieying and Jiawen! THE DOUBLE 'J' LOL.

I AM SEXY (NOT). just realised zoenin attempted to step on me LOL.

Year1s! :D

Klarinutz for life :) !!

i tell myself i wont complain anymore. I tell myself if thats all I am able to do, then be it. I will try my best to keep these going, but if I cant I will not stop, I will still try. But I am not a superhero, I dont have all the powers in this world.

But at least I know there's still much more to life.

I will stop resisting changes.
'Cause you know what, if there is something wrong, I will correct it. If there is something missing, I will find it. I dont know how long it might take, but I know someday something will bring me there. If it's not going to be mine, then well be it.

'Cause we've been through ups and downs, and nobody's gonna take us down.

Everything will be really okay soon, right?

Beautiful Moments/

2009-07-01T20:00:00.001+08:00

I miss the old days. Haha, what a way to start the new post. Well, actually, who doesn't? But still, everybody gotta move on at some point of time. It just depends on how willing you are able to let go. I aint, for sure. Not that I dont like whats there in stalled for me this year, but it's a feeling I get that I am losing things important in my life. It really isnt a good feeling.

Ahhhhhh. Tell me everything will get better soon, not just for me, but for everybody around me, okay? 2009 will still be a great year yes..?

BUT, butbutbut, beautiful moments never end. You just gotta treasure every moment. Risk it, in order to gain it. xD

A List of Beautiful Moments
-quoted from some website i forgot to credit!-

1- Sometimes people surprise you.

2- Sometimes the sun shines with a glow that feels strangely like love.

3- Sometimes people paint and draw with so much passion that you have to close your eyes and take a deep breath just to draw it all in.

4- Sometimes people sing.

5- Sometimes the trees blow just right in the wind, and you can hear them singing.

6- Sometimes the air smells like bonfires and apples and rain.

7- Sometimes the smell of flowers is all around you, but you can’t figure out where it’s coming from.

8- Sometimes people care.

9- Sometimes a new day is an adventure that fills you with excitement.

10- Sometimes waking up is like being born again.

11- Sometimes music or words are so beautiful they give you tingles all over your body, and you sparkle.

12- Sometimes strangers smile at you as you walk by, and it makes you feel warm inside, so you pass the smile on.

13- Sometimes in autumn when the air is just cold enough can see your breath, you can take a walk outside and everything is alive with sparks.

14- Sometimes there are fireworks.

15- Sometimes there’s fudge.

16- Sometimes the clouds move so slowly that you think time is standing still.

17- Sometimes you have this moment where your house becomes your home.

18- Sometimes your bed is the nicest place in the world.

19- Sometimes love is all around.

20- Sometimes your friends call you out of the blue to go for coffee, and you have the best talk you’ve ever had.

21- Sometimes you talk on the phone all night, ‘cause you just don’t want to stop.

22- Sometimes new people make you feel good about you.

23- Sometimes there are comics and hot chocolate.

24- Sometimes a movie makes you cry.

25- Sometimes pain is absolutely beautiful.

26- Sometimes the experience of being human is more than you can take, and you feel like you’re going to burst with joy.

27- Sometimes people love each other so much that they can’t breathe, and they can’t see.

28- Sometimes swimming feels like flying.

29- Sometimes the band is performing just for you.

30- Sometimes the sea smells like heaven.

31- Sometimes you close your eyes, and you realise something about yourself that you never thought of before.

32- Sometimes things change.

33- Sometimes things stay the same.

34- Sometimes life is so big that you don’t think you can ever see everything you want to.

35- Sometimes you love something you never thought you’d like.

36- Sometimes people show you something they love.

37- Sometimes magic is all around you, and you can feel it.

38- Sometimes winter is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen.

39- Sometimes someone walks into the room, and you just can’t take your eyes off them.

40- Sometimes people are magic.

41- Sometimes there’s candy.

42- Sometimes you achieve things you never thought possible.

43- Sometimes something someone says is exactly what you need to hear.

44- Sometimes someone writes something that seems to be about you.

45- Sometimes colours look brighter and more beautiful than they ever have before.

46- Sometimes the world is new.

47- Sometimes you have to stop for a moment because everything around you is just so overwhelming you can’t take it all in.

48- Sometimes things are hard, but everything’s going to be ok.

49- Sometimes you just need to go out and be crazy.

50- Sometimes you’re with someone, and you just can’t help but touch each other.

51- Sometimes hugs can heal anything.

52- Sometimes a kiss is like a raging river.

53- Sometimes it’s like a soft tide.

54- Sometimes you see the stars.

55- Sometimes you learn a new word.

56- Sometimes the way someone talks is enough to win you over.

57- Sometimes another language can be like the most beautiful music.

58- Sometimes there’s passion.

59- Sometimes you wake up at midnight with a million ideas buzzing around your head.

60- Sometimes life is worth living.

61- Sometimes people hold the door for you.

62- Sometimes you hold the door for them.

63- Sometimes there’s chocolate.

64- Sometimes people love you so much that you can feel it, even if they don’t say a word.

65- Sometimes rain is energizing.

66- Sometimes a movie is so good you can watch it over and over and over and over…

67- Sometimes loneliness is sweet.

68- Sometimes you open your email and you have 10 new messages, all from your old friends, who miss you.

69- Sometimes you miss someone, and they miss you too.

70- Sometimes you meet up with someone by chance who you haven’t seen in years.

71- Sometimes you have to lose yourself completely to find what you’re looking for.

72- Sometimes freedom is all you need.

73- Sometimes you win.

74- Sometimes the waitress/waiter is amazing.

75- Sometimes people are sweet.

76- Sometimes you get an unexpected compliment that leaves you beaming all day.

77- Sometimes you’re on holiday.

78- Sometimes the restaurant is playing your favourite song.

79- Sometimes your stuffed animal is your best friend.

80- Sometimes you look over at someone, and you know you’re both thinking the same thing.

81- Sometimes people are willing to share.

82- Sometimes there’s ice cream.

83- Sometimes people fly across the world to see you.

84- Sometimes there’s magic in the air.

85- Sometimes you have way more money than you thought.

86- Sometimes you look awesome.

87- Sometimes love is all you need. well….always.

88- Sometimes a thunderstorm is captivating.

89- Sometimes you know the right answer.

90- Sometimes people smile through their tears.

91- Sometimes people thank you, and you don’t even know why.

92- Sometimes everything goes your way.

93- Sometimes people are willing to compromise.

94- Sometimes it’s time to party! :’)

95- Sometimes you’re in love.

96- Sometimes reading the last line of a book is like saying goodbye.

97- Sometimes you can be romantic.

98- Sometimes you have wonderful dreams.

99- Sometimes it’s your birthday.

100- Sometimes you’re not scared anymore.

Hee. Maybe when you feel sad you could just take a look at this !
There is always a beautiful moment in life :)

What does change mean to you? This is a hard question.

When you're at the end of the road, and you lost all sense of control

2009-06-30T19:30:00.006+08:00

Ok this blogskin is much bttr, makes me feel like posting more :) LOL. xD

School has started, M.J passed away, Flu bug's running everywhr, RV has its first case. Whoa, So many things happen right? Even the events for band has well, significantly decrease on the whole.

School wasnt that bad, but lessons really got longer. So far I hadnt slept in class except for SCS (which was really useless cause the first lesson was like ...). I woke up halfway saying "honesty" to xinyi and yiting LOL .___.

M.J's death was shocking, like wow?! Yeah you know.. I was listening to the radio one fine day when everybody started spamming M.J songs and news and i was like, why?! Until kimberly told me "Did you know Michael Jackson died?!" And i was like "oh. my. gosh!" Actually it is quite sad.

h1n1 is really annoying. If it doesnt stop school for us then please please go away? I want obs and concert for band! Grrr. ):<

OK enough of boring rants.

Soundtrack from Transformers. :)

Heard that the rating of the movie isnt really high, but I thought that movie was really not bad! :) hahaha first time i really enjoyed robots kinda show LOL. (hm not because of megan fox o.o) hahaha.

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins...

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight

One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die

And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

Its nice to talk to happy people (:

2009-06-26T22:31:00.003+08:00

I think song is nice! (:
是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走
看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我
是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

Good life is ending in approx. 2 days.
I typed a whole chunk but it got deleted because of some internet connection prob. I HATE YOU INTERNET ): Ah nvm, will type all out tmr again.

Going to sleep, goodnight world. (:

Is everything you do worth it?

2009-06-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

"...Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above."

Whr's the feeling of "doing something just for myself" gone to? No point dreaming big.

I like this blogskin because it's kinda like livejournal and i like livejournal because of the layout and stuffs but I'm lazy to move and i like xanga smileys but uh. Lazy to move. ._. And I know if you use firefox my tagboard is like empty but uh, I'm lazy to change the tagboard too!

Yes, as a result of my laziness, I am still left with homework! HAHAHAHA .__. its really rather depressing lor. ): I shall aim to finish off everything by today!! YES GOGOGO KIMYEE.

Oh anyway I created the most retarded "How well do you know Kim Yee" quiz :D LOL no one passed so far eh LOL. HAHAHA. Amusing amusing. Srsly ok its not that I have a lot of time to spare.. its just.. entertaining :)

AYG rehearsal was really dotdotdot to the max please?! I keep thinking "Uh, what am I here for, again?" LOL no lah, thts a bit exaggerating. But it was okay, since it didnt really take too long. Still cant fully get olympic into my brain, so dead, so dead. I think I am really getting old! I will get it into my brain no matter what muahahaha!!

ohohoh, I think transformer is nice btw! It is nice right, I mean really! I LOVE BUMBLE BEE :) hahaha! And wow, its sad to look at megan fox and goes "aw man why are you a tranny?!" tht kind of a thing. It's kinda like, action packed and well, amusing at certain times. Rating, 4 stars!

Gosh I still cant understand WHY we have school BUT no cca!! ):<

Deep in thoughts.

2009-06-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

Yay more pictures! Blogger finally agrees to upload! :)

Nco course was totally worth it :) Haha. I think yuhua bandsmen are super nice people! :D Learned a lot and had fun although we were just doing drills all day but the weather is nice there! Like, much much better than the track at RV hahahaha! xD

Grr anyway I think h1n1 is super scary.. So yeah! Get well soon kimberly! :)

Everybardy was groaning about how sad it was 'cause all our hopes are dashed after the news regarding holidays not being extended was sent out. UH YES *GROANS*. Hahah but i thought what ms chan said today really makes sense though :)

Oh oh oh! I had my first ever piercing a few days ago. OMGOSH SCARY CAN!! Haha but it wasnt really tht pain... quite fun actually! LOL. hahahahahaha funny.

WAHLAO I think my posts super boring eh. I should just spam pictures and shut up. Too bad if my life is boring HIAHIAHIA.

Gah I feel super tired, like drainnnnnned. Thrs still AYG rehearsal on thursday! I shouldnt complain though, but I seriously CANT memorise the marches. Something is stuck in my brain. Or perhaps its the thoughts of going back to school that is shrinking my brain.. AWAY AWAY AWAYYYYYY ~~ *goes into the tune of CRUSH*

Yknow I really need to suck out all the harmful thoughts in my mind now. ):
Ok harmful sounds.. hm. kinda wrong.. Okay where am I thinking to. O_O

Ah nevermind. As long as I know I've tried yes?

Reconnect.

2009-06-20T20:56:00.007+08:00

sat was a great day 'cause i caught up with sexayes haha. :) was totally awesome. Finally we had a picnic at hortpark which was super hilarious. Was fun, retarded, emo, and full of heartwarming talks. :) haha seriously, how many times can you get days like these? Friends are like walls. Sometimes you lean on them, but sometimes its enough to just know that they are there. Ours will be strong :)

too lazy to upload everything. the rest is on facebook. yay! :) facebook has a fast uploader teehee. and ytd ebuddy went crazy because i wasnt able to send offline messages. So i could use facebook to talk online! I LOVE FACEBOOK! LOL.

Uhuh. Later there's still NCO course, wonder how it's going to be like. Meeting up with the ALs earlier (BUT I AM LATE ! GAH.)

Life is like a box of chocolates,

2009-06-19T21:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEYING! :)

hahahaha. i like your rebonded hair! :) Looks nice heh heh. Stay happy always yes! Good luck in everything you do :)

Band was great tday :) I can see klarinutz improving in celebrate i can i can! :D hahah its great to see that :D Ive been hearing news that the june hols might be extended! its kinda evil to hope that it really will extend due to h1n1 but yeaaaah.. of course i hope it can be extended! haha :D

HAHAHAHA i think this is entertaining :)

When boredom shuts you away,

2009-06-18T20:51:00.007+08:00

Haha this is interesting :)
http://sgblogawards.omy.sg/category/

Saw this on Eva's pm, so i clicked on it praying it isnt some kind of weird websites hm. LOL kidding. Yeah so its interesting because you get to see how celebrities blog. I mean, well, different celebrities of course. I like LuoZhiXiang's one LOL although its in chinese but i find it interesting. AND NAT HO NAT HO NATTTT HO! LOL. I shall attempt not to be biased.

Anw there's like this catergory for like youths and its interesting to see how they blog. So if you are as bored as me you can actually go take a look there whoopiee!

i finished math tday! Okay fine not like finish as in finish but i did everything i could do. Left with the script for chinese thingy and bio open ended questions. Dang bio is hard leh!! .__.

cool picture right.
if only we could digest the things we read. Like you know, theres a tablet tht you can dissolve in water, so tht tablet is like a book. you drink it once everyday its like you read 20pages of a book each day HAHAHA. COOL RIGHT. if you are "tsk-ing" at this paragraph then too bad lor i know i very lame T_T

HAIYA i should stop thinking about the end of holidays and get on with life.

Am I just being paranoid?

2009-06-18T11:42:00.004+08:00

LOL many of us were either eating chezels or chips-more so it was hard to smile brightly. LOL. I look frigging stuupid. ._.

♥ RiverValley ConcertBand :)

I love the goo! Although it made me smell like coffee .__. I still like goo! Haha cant believe a ten page long proposal ended in a day.. Thrs still band tmr. AND physics remedial (DANG).. I forgot everything about the WHAT? FORCE? ENERGY? POWER? ..

nevermind I shall try reading the notes again later. (will i?)

Heartache.
There's so much I feel but what's the use? Screw you, kimyee. screw you.

Happiness cannot exist without you,

2009-06-16T22:07:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you really dont need a lot to be happy.

But the simplest things can be the hardest to fufill.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN! :)

must stay happy ok! haha :D in the end we failed to crash your birthday partaye LOL.

Grr, really feel tired now. Everything feels so packed! It's kinda better than staying at home and doing nothing. ._. but sometimes it does feels good to just slack at home :) June holidays are ending like real soon dang it! I cant imagine the life of studying physics and chionging homework in the middle of the night, its so exhausting. Can kill one eh. ._.

This is depressing I hope holidays would never have to end.

A string of lies,

2009-06-15T05:03:00.000+08:00

drifting off from the vast blue ocean, your thoughts seem to reappear once again. the questions left unanswered, the addictions you used to have. See, the months, they don't matter. It's the days I can't take. When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away. there's so much more to bear.

When am I going to accept the truth and learn that life doesnt stop for anybody?

i want my haagan daz treat! :D heehahohohee.

Wouldnt it be so cool if RV's IP programme is like poly! So cool right yes no. You get to learn stuff but you are free to do your own things too yknow like zzomg. Im dreaming yes im dreaming of course im dreaming 'cause it'll never happen maybe in ten years time, maybe? ):<

There is a lot more to life.

mm. I am left with bio assignment, chinese, LA summary and maths, actually physics examples too but .. oh well.

my brain cant feed anymore scores im sure of it. whoawhoawhoa this is third week of holidays!

We're each a different individual to every different person we meet.

2009-06-14T23:20:00.008+08:00

Sometimes as time goes by you start to learn to really survive. At the end of the day you would learn not to depend on anybody anymore.

Everytime I thought I had recovered I dont. I am still coughing! With phlegm. ._. Yes, phlegm not flam.

One night I woke up with no sense to life, there was no movement, no voices, no motion, it was all numb and I wondering how sad it is when the people you know became the people you knew. like how you can walk past them as if they had never been a big part of your life, when they used to be the biggest.

Ive been updating a lot less than usual. Days are getting really extreme. Extremely tiring, extremely fun, extremely loved, extremely boring. Kinda gets on my nerves when I dont get enough sleep. At the same time I need more happenings.

pretty polaroid pictures are really pretty and beautiful and sentimental.

Have been spending the past few days with the same bunch of people :) Meetups, secrets, truth or truth, and lunches.

“ Something still exists as long as there’s someone around to remember it"
- Nineteen Minutes (Alex Cormier)
This is sweet.

I aint blogging like kimyee ): Nah who cares! I want San's bookshop. Oh gosh this is getting really random .__.

It's hard to find a good mv for this really.

so don't let anyone scare you
you know that I'll protect you, always
now through the thick and thin
until the end
you better watch it
you know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you
and I'll be here for you

there is a title in every story.

2009-06-10T20:53:00.006+08:00

heehaw thrs so much to update on since ive been gone. sudd reminds me of a avril lavigne(?) song o_o

so anw i have been sick for the past one week or so -__- started out with a sore throat one night and the other min i knew it i was having fever. keep falling sick this year ): yeah. went to the doctor on the second day of the high fever and doctor says "oh my gosh, my dear ah, if this fever doesnt go away within 3 days im afraid you need to do a blood test. it might be dengue or swine!"

ohgreat. but of course its not.. if not i will be lying in the hospital and not here right left yes no. haha but anyway thanks everybardy for your smses calls and such :) esp you thank youuu! :) havent rlly recovered yet cause the flu and cough bug is still within me but im not dying, sorry to say LOL.

blahblehboo. lets see. oh yeah went out with yijing for the very first time hahaha it was plain hilarious please!! went to haw par villa (we're damn scared we are the only ones thr) then to vivo for lunch (LOL funny carls jnr place) then to cineleisure to watch dance subaru nice show i give 3.5stars :)

we followed a bunch of kids doing this.

she exchanged her scarf for my necklace LOL.

heheheh i like this picture :)

IM THE COW.

i am not saddistic and this place is hella cool man! :)

its amazing how we dont exactly know each other but weve got so much to talk about :) :) anw yijing i still owe you card so yes i must remember next time whoo.

ohoho. sunday was out again although i havent fully recover ._. yea. went to plaza sing to watch night at the museum 2 yay yay yay like finally. 4stars!! hehe. i like the bobby einstein hurhurhur. then went to marina barrage pretty place! :)))

monday was meeting out w the ALs to discuss stuffs omg the attendance is goooood. :) haha we keep discussing and discussing ._. and then tues (ytd) was band! so yes i like of course! haha. found out tht we had to attend a nco course and have to memorise 4 marches oh yessss memorise marches! ._. okay have to remember that.

today was spent at macs studying w kimdar hoho. yes we both agreed tht luckily we met up if not no homework will be done at home so yes we shall meet up some other time again alright! hahaha. did quite a lot of stuffs so now i get to slack at night muahahaha.

ee i hate long updates about what im doing 'cause it is really boring but nvm keeps the memories. MEMOIR OF KIMYEEEE. i think the word memoir is cool.

gah omgomgomg 2 weeks of holidays is like nearly gone and i havent done a lot of things i wanna do! so little time so little time so little time!! ): this is not good..
cant wait to go out w so many people! :)

Recapture the moments we once lost,

2009-06-04T08:48:00.005+08:00

Q: What are the symptoms of swine flu?

A: The most common symptoms are fever, fatigue, lack of appetite and coughing, although some people also develop a runny nose, sore throat, vomiting or diarrhea, according to the CDC.

Last night was one of the most terrible nights ever I think. I couldnt sleep at all, and it wasnt because I was suffering from insomnia. I was just sick, and didnt have any strength to wake up at all. So too bad I kept tossing around in bed and felt so terribly cold.

Last night I was still praying I wouldnt fall sick after that sore throat. -.- Yeah so I have fever (38.3 what the?!?!) , I feel so frigging tired, I dont feel like eating anything and yeah, im coughing.
SWINE FLU?! -___-

Anw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JILLIAN :)

A little by little,

2009-06-03T21:40:00.003+08:00

Ok normally I dont like to elaborate on a day's event because it can get really boring but i think this is interesting. If it is boring then too bad lor i bet you would have read like at least 1/4 of it. LOL ok kidding.

#1. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHERIE CHOU! Hahah hope you had a marvellous birthday alright :) Dont keep thinking people forgot your birthday or what hor! 'Cause they never lor! Haha, love you loads man! Stay happy forever ok! :D

Okay so her birthday was HEEHAHOHEEHA. Went to Far East to shop with her and being the poor kid with no money I felt sad and cry LOL no luh. So shopped around w her, talked and gossiped and shopped and sweet-talked. :)

At night I sent her home and MUAHAHA here comes the evil plan~ LOL. met up with hsiaotien and lihui to carry out our wonderful plan! LOL. Went into the condo and spelt Cherie's name using candles underneath her condo. Attached a tag with a secretive message stating tht she has a mission and brought her to the second floor where she could see the candles :)

Haha then we went to have dinner/supper somewhr up the hill and then we popped the poppers we bought along the roads at cars tht drove past and ran like crazy down the slopes LOL. like dont know what like tht LOL. :D

#2. Tday i endured two hours of chem and 3hours of physics :O Wanted to catch a movie with some of 3E peeps buthen figured out we didnt have enough time so ended up slacking at different places in vivo haha. :D &Liqi is super hilarious w her long john meal LOL.

ANW ITS SKY GARDEN NOT SKY PARK WHAT.. LOL.
Took pictures BUT ALL ARE SCREWED thanks very much to the wind LOL. -__-

#3. My right hand sucks to the core ): It's acting up again.

#4. My throat hurts to the max I NO WANT FALL SICK.

#5. I WANT SECTION OUTING! LOL.

#6. Ok i am tired now so long byebye!

outdated open house pictures :)

because i know i cant just leave it lying alone,

2009-05-31T21:26:00.004+08:00

I have thereby decided to zihigh in this post!! Ohmygosh great news you dont have to read any emo stuffs anymore! heh..........

Open house performance was good yet bad for some people.. But i thought it was kinda okay bah. Didnt expect the LT to be filled w so many people o_o Anw attending to the primary school kids were cool I LIKE GLADYS CHOO or something like tht ahaha shes damn cute :D played some games LOL. I still rmb, marcus hafiz fatin hazirah shahirah were in my group tgt w kathleen and meiling. Hm yea.

LOL shahirah was damn cute. cause i said "we must be louder than the speaker okay!! LIKE THIS!!" then she screamed and smiled at me LOLOLOL.
Okay seriously random.

Kay so I finished watching BOF zomg believe it or not I have finished one whole series of drama. Applause!! I stopped Yiting whenever she was going to tell me too much of the plot LOL. I managed to resist the temptation of listening to the plot and not being lazy. Watching jandi swim it made me feel like going swimming...

So yes you guessed it I swam today!! (Okay if you didnt guess it then.. pretend you did) So clever, guessed correctly! LOL -__- Actually I wanted to go swimming since quite a long time ago but after watching BOF I wanted to swim even more so yeah. T__T I cant believe I spent one paragraph saying why I went swimming..

ANW I swam 20laps! Ok fine maybe its not a lot T-T But quite a lot to me since I only went thr for like 45 min or less. By myself. I'm like.. autistic.. -starts drawing circles and triangles on my hand-

Oh anw i love my brother. I asked him if he wanted to go swimming w me tday and guess how he replied? He touched his tummy and said "of course dont need luh" and he SMIRKED. HE SMIRKEDDDDDDDDDD. okay if you didnt understand why he touched his tummy OR why he SMIRKED ...
You actually really dont need to know. -_-

Urghhhhhh I have to study and do homework now now now like now!! If not i have to last minute hug the buddha's legs again & blah. T_T
Wait, IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE HOLIDAYS! ):

Swimming actually makes me happy!!
Aye, I feel retarded typing this post. So if you read everything, then uh.. UR WISH WILL COME TRUE!! (No, Im just kidding.)

Last Chance for One Last Dance.

2009-05-31T10:41:00.003+08:00

Nickelback - Far Away.

This time, This place
Misused, mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance, Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left

Cause you know, You know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing
if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up

a million little things,

2009-05-30T19:45:00.004+08:00

真的有够累了。
Feel so tiny in this big world full of big things.
There's things you want to do, things you are supposed to do, things you need to do and things you have to do - you never know how long you would take to complete them.
Be it a day, a week, a month, a year, or a lifetime.

CRAP WHY I SO EMO LEY. ):<
Someone just bloodily talk me out. I'll just need a break.
i dont wanna say and do before everyone else. i dont wanna care before everyone else anymore.

One day I will be anything but lost.

2009-05-29T22:58:00.004+08:00

She loved them long, wrapped in arms, at the edge of places you wait for endings and beginnings to end and begin: the top of airport escalators, while planes roared to takeoffs and landings, under signs where buses hissed startings and stoppings, and in dreams, weaved through sleep and waking.

There is a limit to where we can go, how far we can run, how long we can wait, how much we can take. But when we reach the limit, what are we supposed to do?

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tmr is RV open house.

everytime its a whole new experience w a whole new bunch of people.

Year 1 - 1J peeps.

Year 2 - excos, ALs.

Year 3 - The new batch of ALs, excos.

grasping every bit of breath left,

2009-05-28T21:02:00.004+08:00

I feel like I'm losing it all, bit by bit.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSEYIN!

Stay happy happy always alright! :) Hahaha i love you man laogong! Hope you had a very fun birthday :D pinochou loves you too! LOL. :D heh.

looking up at the same night-sky,

2009-05-25T22:16:00.003+08:00

I start to wonder when was the last time I've seen the stars.
Stop the bloody heartache.
what he feared was the blind spot between us and the future, the space identifies where we could get lost forever. the expressions we never see the words we cannot hear the race we failed to win.

If you could choose again, will you still wanna end up the same way?

filled up with warm summers and freezing winters,

2009-05-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

Dang I really wanna post about Boys Over Flowers and talk about how it is really not a pretty bad show and perhaps would be the first drama series I watched from the first episode to the end, or telling pekkhoon i watched it at last and tell people i think kimbum is cute because half of his name is mine too. But.

It's just this overwhelming, yet mysterious, annoying feeling mixing inside. I dont know how i came about. It just somehow did. Is it because it has been two days. Two days like this.
Somehow I just dont find meaning in anything anymore. How dumb can that be.

Can I forget about the world, just for a day?

you will shine on that parade,

2009-05-22T21:23:00.011+08:00

I want warm summer nights, to lie in a hammock, staring at the stars, telling you stories. I want to dip my toes in the water, to dangle my feet off the edge of the dock and sit leaning forward, looking at you, laughing.

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Havent been updating much lately. All I can say is, the weather is killing me, makes me feel like sleeping in every lesson. Still gotta endure one more weeeeeeek! I CANT WAIT PLEASSEEE. hohoho. :D

Okay updates.

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M'sia trip w kimberly! :D

I really hate to give details, so I shall just summarise my trip to m'sia w kimdar hurhur. Was really awesome, hanging out w her mum, her mum's friends, and her grandmother. :D Went for breakfast at this place whr m'sia food are sold, then we went to shop at different food places LOL. And went to this durian farm called the "oasis bay" whr there were unlimited durians for you to eat (OMG)! Hahahaha. Thn headed to this shopping mall and then went for a great dinner and went back home.

We thought we were the only teenagers LOL. But turns out there were two other guys too! yay company hahaha.

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Early release from CID :) zzzomg i love mr imran! :)

i look screwed in most pictures T_T & I DREW THT PATRICK IM SO PROUD OF IT :)
BUT dk who uh.. go smudge it.. LOL.

Okay last picture for this post :)

good things wont last, so do the bad ones.

2009-05-16T15:08:00.004+08:00

He watched the grass bend in the wind. She watched the mountains stand against the sun. He watched the water run through the fields. She watched the children dance on the stones. He watched her play the piano. She watched him love her again. He watched her love him again.

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CCA's started like ohmygosh finally! :) Turned out better than I thought, maybe because I was zihighing all the way with my " ITS NOT OVER TONIGHT, SO GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT RIGHT " oh shit. Its coming back again :O LOL i think yiting had a hard time listening me screaming to tht song.

Okay so the year1s came and we taught them stuffs and played a little and all. :) I'm proud of Gracia! SHE HAS ROSY CHEEKS TOO! -.- Okay. yeah. HA. Went back home w kimberly and as usual caught up w each other and talked crap LOL :D

Had excos meeting w mr lee and then found out thrs a lot of things to be doneeeeee.

Note to self : Klarinutz Contact List.

It's great seeing everyone again!

The medical checkup for obs is totally a scam T-T Spent 22 bucks just to answer the questions the doctor asked me (which were the questions IN the paper) and to look at him listening to my heartbeat and measuring my height and weight. Seriously. I should have like, just gotten the stamp and i can just tick the boxes myself.

I'm going to summon pinochou to express my feelings.

ITS SO ----.---- can?!

& then i bought a frigging 8gb thumbdrive to find out tht thrs only 3mb of memory inside. SCAM number 2!! T-T I lost the receipt you know you know?! ): Going to complain w my mum later LOL.

lost in coffee rings and fingerprints, it all comes back to you.

2009-05-15T21:37:00.006+08:00

What if there were only a handful of places left in the whole world where you could look up, and see the stars, and not just a lightly salted bread of night, but a whole beach of stars, enough to be buried in, enough to build castles in the sky.

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I'm tired, all of a sudden. Tired so easily, tired of doing stuffs i need to do, tired of thinking about things i cant do, and I don't know why. Midyears' over man, damn it, so what am I so troubled over? I feel so so drained.

Can somebody just tell me what am i supposed to do? Idk what I should do now. I cant, really cant, just leave it alone like that. No I can't.
I'm just not happy anymore.

Get well soon Claire!

down the main road,

2009-05-14T21:16:00.001+08:00

I wanna drive, with my bare feet on the dashboard, the windows down, and my hair whipped in every direction from the winds rushing through the open windows. I wanna hear your voice humming to the tune of the songs on the radio that you didnt know the words to, blast out music to our favourite tunes, drive to the roads where you could really say forever.

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Updates w Pictures :)

Selfstudy Day 2 was the max - went to changi to study w cherie and lihui. Met up super early cause we wanted to spend enough time studying. Lihui was super motivated all the waaaay. Was frigging cool although we went to JE library to study in the end. LOL.

Selfstudy Day 4 and 5 was spent with Lihui and Hsiaotien at JE as well, studied and studied and talked, slacked. stared at weird people around us. LOL yeah. :) Then i found out I lost a lot of motivation to study now actually T-T Idk why.

Im seriously lazy to like, put captions so yeah.... LET TH PICTURES DO THE TALKING. :)

17 Again, Plaza Sing, Far East (!) EOMYE.

Chucky, Click, Karaoke Party (!)

SelfStudy Day 4 & 5 :D + Selfstudy at Changi! Day twooooo.

So yeah tht was ages ao alrdddyyyyy! T-T 'cause now they call this the "post-midyears period".

Sometimes you lose some but you gain some. I wanna re-live all the moments I've lost. I'm worried.

Please please please dont let anything happen to you guys.

Will reply tags againnnn.

One in a million,

2009-05-12T21:02:00.001+08:00

I could break my heart into a few pieces, throw a few pieces away and be left with the last piece occupied with a little you left in my empty heart. I didnt need all that space anyway, as long as one of the pieces could be filled with a little bit of you.

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ITS FINALLY OVER!

(but then again thrs physics practical test coming up.)

I'm tired! Will post again sometime w pictures and updates. I'm.. too lazy T.T

Im so sorry I couldnt be thr, but still cool down alright. SMILE!

Its like a perfect tragedy,

2009-05-11T16:30:00.001+08:00

I could jump another jump, tell another lie but I know this was over and I could never get it back. The rhythm of our heartbeats, beating in sync. I didnt want to regret those lies Ive told just to make myself perfect in front of you. If happiness was so real, there wouldnt be anything better than having you.

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Did some math tday, I hope the paper would be easy or at least manageable ): if not i will just fail my double gpa. T.T Thanksssss for helping me in mathhh yeah! :DD Ohmygosh tmr is the last day alrdyyyyy jiayou everybardy! :D

Since math paper 1 was a killer then math paper 2 will be the victim so will be easier right?! T.T OKAY THIS IS SO RETARDED but makes sense lor. T.T okay nvm just try my best and hope for the best. :)

TMR IS TH DAY WE OPEN OUR CAGES AND FLY AWAY~ whoohoo! *does the mr bean dance*

Tank - 全世界都停了电

2009-05-10T22:09:00.003+08:00

连你都会残忍隔绝我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间单独隔离寂寞地盘旋

全世界都停了电全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈像一个句点

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i like this song :)dk why couldnt find it on imeem, and lazy to go youtube liao T.T So yeah, youtube it! :D hehe.

you have one more moment to make this right.

2009-05-10T09:26:00.008+08:00

I was lost between the sweet nothings and the bitterness of your goodbyes. If I had a chance I would take a flight and leave this place just to get away, run away. I wished everything could start over again, I wished all the memories would replay. There was a whole new beginning lying near the beauty of that horizon. we all knew, if there was no end, there wouldnt be another beginning.

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Prepared sausage, scrambled eggs and luncheon meat for breakfast tday. The oil splash splash splash and i scalded my middle finger. It was perrrrfect cause my brother promised to help but he said he was tired so he went back to sleep! I love my brother so so much as you can see. blahblehboo.

my dad went to pluck some mango from someone's garden a few blocks away. its so sweeet and nice and whooosh but its filled w worms so we ate the un-wormed parts.

Okay this is so random. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS IN THIS WORLD :) ALL MUMMIES RULE!
the non-egyptians one tht is.

i promise i will upload pictures soon ._.

p.s if i had a pair of specs w formulas all printed over it i will ace my math paper 2!!

世界可以突然什么都没有

2009-05-08T08:10:00.001+08:00

Been long since Ive finally slacked. SLACKING FTW! LOL. :) after just one more paper, one more paper im freeeeeeee freeeeee freeeeeee! :D

anyway, to the whole of senior band I AM SO PROUD OF YOU ALL~! :)

RVCB OWNS.

9th may 9th may 9th may. :)

we've got so much to live for,

2009-05-07T13:59:00.005+08:00

I received an email from Kimberly last night. It's sorta like a chain mail, except that you are not really cursed or like, yeah those kind.

You have no idea what is happening to them.

No, its not some kind of poster to like, "SAVE THE SEALS" -.-
Yeah i wished it was.
In canada and norway, This is called, a sport, to attract tourists!

omg this is crazy lah! WTH, WHAT KIND OF SPORT IS THIS?!

let me try whacking their heads just like tht.
grrrrr. I dont get why this is even a sport. I dont get why people would even wanna do this.

Reminded me of the bio OP we did this year. I did on bear bile and omg i think humans are like. -.- realllyyyy heartless and selfish sometimes. But then again, who isnt luh right! We eat chickens and beefs and like eggs and pigs and stuffs. But we never really pitied these poultry before though T.T

BUT WHATEVER IT IS.. at least I dont go whack chicken's head and treat it as a sport right! ):

This is such a random post.

The greatest company of all time,

2009-05-06T22:27:00.004+08:00

I cant breathe now, really. My mouth is the only airway im breathing from.
But im here stuck w physics.

It's okay. It's just a two hour paper, I'll get through it no matter what anyway rightt.
I know I know I know.

memories in black and white,

2009-05-05T16:34:00.007+08:00

MATH PAPER 1 WAS A KILLER.

like, you look at it and you feel stabbed.

i looked at the questions and i go "whooooo~ i totally... dont know how to do T.T" and then i see zhikai beside me calculating many many values and im like "now what. T.T"

pathetic yes i know.

my blocked nose is back i know i know i keep falling sick darmn it! ): but ive finished the whole lot of antibiotics and medicine alrdy T.T dont worry, its not swine flu.

i just hope i wont lose my sense of smell. -__-

i cant believe 4 papers are over! :) rejoice rejoice.

going home w sexayes rlly drain your energy on the bus heehahahehee. we are a noisy lot of people. >_<

lihui asked "how long do you think we can last like this close?"

LIHUI DONT YOU WORRY ABT THT, we will last this close as long as we all have the heart to, as long as we still love each other :)

hahahaa looking forward to yiting w her accessories LOL. :D

TENGYITING, happy belated birthday! LOL, quite belated but yeah. Stay happy and glam always ok! Although i influenced you to be kinda retarded buthen not all my fault.. *points to the other CEO of flicker company* hahaha.

and hey you! cheer up okaaaaaay! :) i know you will be reading this.

oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEN. :)

so let's get back to whr we've last start,

2009-05-03T19:39:00.007+08:00

小小的人在小小的世界里。
问问自己，开心吗?

where has the meaning of life gone to?
There's no need for a suicide, i just need to get myself back,
with every piece properly in place.
So that I know my heart beats for a reason.

i'll get back w pictures again w bttr updates.

all the smiles are fading away,

2009-05-01T18:52:00.007+08:00

its may the first.
you threw a stone into the water. it jumped thrice and landed somewhere we couldnt see. you picked up another and threw it the same way you did previously. but with a different thought in your mind you wanted to throw away badly. how many times do we feel like this but we dont say it. how many times things happen but we just let it be. how many times we tried to solve all the problems how many times have we tried to be happy for the sake of everybody around us how many times have we tried to make the people around us cheer up with us feeling like serious shit inside.

how many times.

if not what can we do? honestly, we dont live for ourselves all the time. in fact most of the time it feels as if we are living for other people instead of just solely for ourselves.

--
a little face was seen behind the blurry window, awaiting for the first snowflake which would fall from the sky, and then the widest smile could be seen - the happiest, joyest moments.
smiling to herself, an old woman leaves the grocery shop with paper bags full of ingredients she planned to cook with, to prepare dinner for her grandchildren, a dinner which would be the best they ever had, just like how she does it every single night.

every little thing in life is magnificant and beautiful, but not often seen. not that they are too minute to be seen, they are just probably aint tht significant.

&one word ; appreciate.
maybe if we learn to appreciate, the smallest things in life would magnify, and life would be to its fullest.

FORGIVE THIS CRAP POST ANW.
will update more tomorrow w pics and yeah. selfstudy. :)

first day of a new month, shall be really really motivated and determined to study!

turn on your study mode,

2009-04-29T19:21:00.004+08:00

; Intimidated by the fear of being average, we often forget that only being ourselves will we be the best, the most perfect.

midyears is in less than a week, 5 days to be exact.

5days? you could plan for a camp - the games the logistics the bad weather plans. You could go for a trip somewhere you could relax your mind and be spiritually free from all your stressful thoughts and the busy roads in Singapore. You could finish a series of manga, stayed up for a few movie marathons, go for two chalets, write a song, or you could prepare for your midyear exams, one day for one or two subjects, and by the first day of your midyear you would have finished studying everything.

But for the first of the 5 days, Ive only arranged my files, done some math, played on my clarinet and practically wasted the rest of my time doing really nothing. Out of my to-do list, (if i actually have one), i probably would have only marked out one thing.

i spoilt my delete button. o_____o

I just heard a song w akon and pan wei bo both singing. it sounds actually really okay. raps are such cool things. they come with a small little melody and you gotta speak fast, but at the same time you gotta be clear and not monotonous.

sometimes i think 15 is a really confusing age. At the age of 15, you are nearly matured, just, not there yet. almost there, reaching soon. you gotta cross a bridge that has broken planks in between each step you take and sometimes you feel as if you're just hanging on there by a thread.

once you get to the other side, another bridge awaits you.
sometimes you see a rainbow, sometimes you dont. sometimes a yellow bird sings for you in the early morning, sometimes an eagle steals your bread away. You take millions of pictures with your latest cam, but so what, really?
You can always remember those moments, keep them vivid in your mind. You could take billions of pictures, perfect shots.

But you can never recapture them.

At that precise moment, that precise second, snap.
&its gone, forever.
A good thing it stays in your mind. you can never get back how you felt at tht moment.

I dont really know if i will continue to waste the rest of my day, even though im going to say "after posting im going to do more math" but so what if you are doing math but 50% of your brain is sucking on lollipops with chocolate and vanilla flavour?

that was random, but suddenly i have a craving for this flavour of lollipops. the reason - yiting found one on her table the other day.

havent found any smiley face in the post yet? here goes :)

anyway, to brighten/cheer you people up if studies are really being a bore for you, go for this website! its under my "favourites" - very entertaining to me.
http://www.fmylife.com/

something like, this :
" Today, my mother sent a letter to my best friend trying to comfort her over the death of her mother. She signed the letter "LOL, Jen" thinking LOL stood for "lots of love." "

jiayou for midyears everybardy :)
i shall pray for rain so th weather doesnt get too hot LOL.

LOL, (lots of love)
kimyee.

a useless rant.

2009-04-27T21:24:00.012+08:00

WHY WHY WHY.
WHY PEOPLE MUST SQUEEZE YOU LIKE YOURE SOME KINDA PANCAKE!!!

oh tht reminds me pancake man is yiting's hubby i dont care!! teeheehee. LOL i like doing art, quite fun actually muahahahaah.

okay anyway although i am one of those people who squeezes in trains and buses i still do wait for th next train or bus if it is really packed ): unless im in a hurry but heyyyy wait a few minutes can save yourself more oxygen for tht few little minutes right say yes i demand you to!!

and then they squeeze and squeeze and squeeze. people outside the bus scold the bus driver people inside the bus scold the bus driver also. people inside scold the people outside "CANT YOU JUST WAIT FOR TH NEXT BUS" and people scold the people inside "HELLO I NOT SO FAT CAN LET ME SQUEEZE"

irritating hor. hor hor hor. ok lah im kinda like th typical singaporean also butttthennnn. yknow.. bad bus/train experiences luh -__-

i dont exactly know what this rant is for anyway T.T eee i hate doing revision papers ok maybe tht is why. T.T i left so much incompleted plzzzz. ): ok i shld really transform myself into a mugger right now this instance.

*TRANSFORMERS, ROBOTS IN DISGUISE*

hello people. this is the new kimyee and she is going to do her revision papers right now.

OKAY BUHBYE.

oh anyway happy birthday alfino! :D

and happy birthday in adv. jingxian! :D

you can choose to ignore this, really.

2009-04-26T20:55:00.001+08:00

HEEEHAHAHAHA i know you are reading this HEEEHAHAHAHAHEHEHE.
LOL :D da ge ge eh? LOLOL. TIKOPEH! HEEEEHAHAHAHA.

:)

nothing stays anymore.

2009-04-26T11:18:00.003+08:00

CID, free cone day, gl presents. :)

w many loves.

indescribable feeling,

2009-04-24T23:14:00.007+08:00

I came to school just to sleep in the canteen until everyone started coming down for th assembly. Everything seemed like they are in the wrong place. Sometimes they seem too clear, sometimes the images seem to play a fool in my head, turning and twisting. And then i went for lessons but my soul was in lala dreamland. And then when I finally managed to pick myself up it was near th end of school. The wonders of cough syrup and flu medicine, wth.

Didnt talk a lot tday and probably a few days ago, kept sleeping in lessons - I'm sorry yiting, I think I suck as a deskmate/tablepartner. ):

went kimdar's house to study after tht, managed half of bio assignment and some maths. i still owe you money! Okay self-reminder. :D AND your mum rocks LOL :)

Oh yeah! Thank you carissa for that luo han guo drink thank you so so much! :)

C'mon just await some retarded posts they are coming back soon I HOPE. ): if not i think i'll meet emo rockers who are recruiting new members. -__-
GRAH NOW EVERYTHING SEEMS TO GO IN TH WRONG WAY. right left left right up down down up lala tinky winky tipsy poh poh poh eee-ya-ee-ya-oh mac donalds had a farm samurai-ee-yai-ee-yai.

points a thumbsdown to the failed attempt to make this blog livelier.
and kimyee starts tearing the furniture apart with her strong teeth.

- you can choose to skip this part but i know you wont MUAHAHAHA, trust me. stop giving me the "WAHLAO I PURPOSELY DONT READ" look cause i know you will TEEHEE!! -

*to find out how kimyee got her strong teeth, try using dynamite! it gives you a cool and refreshing taste of mint after brushing your teeth! now try ripping off the metal pole off some random thingy and amazingly, you can simply do tht w only your teeth! easily available at all kimyee markets, each sold separately.*

okay back to my post. I HATE TO SAY THIS BUT....
i should stop listening to jay chou's old songs they make me sad!

okay tht was a puny little bit random.

i'm like an incomplete puzzle with that missing piece lost in the middle of nowhere.

yeah it does hurt that bad,

2009-04-23T19:14:00.005+08:00

It's a time like this whereby you found out that people whom you once never knew are actually, really like this.

:)

i feel like im losing myself every single second, somebody please grab me back before i lose it all. I dont know why I'm even saying this. What is wrong?

This year - everything isnt easy, and its hard to grab hold onto those things you dont wanna regret not holding on tighter. Yet somehow you feel as if everything is slipping away. They dont just stay there anymore.

Am going to see the doctor later (waste of time ):< ) and im kinda feeling better alrdy. thanks for the concern everybardy me smooches y'all LOL. :D

IT REALLY IS TIME TO GET STARTED WITH THE THOUGHT OF

" MYE IS COMING " in your brains. screw it in c'mon c'mon.

I just want some sleep, some real good sleep.

feeling horribly sick.

2009-04-22T20:04:00.007+08:00

im feeling really horrible right now.. on and off fever, and then super duper blocked nose plus a terrible cough!! i lost my taste like again -__- kinda feel like im going to fall any minute. o.o

c'mon panadol flu max i believeeee in euuuuu~

went home w ftffc tday ohmygosh its like so rare ahaha! :D although we stoned at some point of time but yeah hahaha :D thn went to library to study. eh not bad first time i do so much of the physics examples teehee! :D

had a really bad nightmare last night, it sounds stupid but weell it is a nightmare so of course its somehow just really scary.
but, thanks for everything, from th bottom of my heart. :)

& yeah i do have great friends so i know y'all are th bestest of th bestest beings. hohoho. :)

oh anw congrats to all th perf. arts group who have had their syf :D

exceptionally great,

2009-04-21T19:35:00.006+08:00

im sick, down w a little fever and flu and cough. tsk irritating leh!!! >__<>

"heh heh too bad too bad i love your nostrils" says the oh mighty flu

EH I REMEMBER XUMENG'S JOKE AHAHAHA. (ok totally no link.)

pimples grow whr thn you wont need to worry??

not your armpits.

not your butt.

not the insides of your nostrils.

not at your nipples (wth?!).

of course when it grows on some else's faces thn you dont need worry lah. LOLOLOL only claire thought of it.

LOL shes CC = CLEVER CLAIRE okay random.

OH BTW if you are using GOZILLA WATERFOX (mozilla firefox) THEN MY TAGBOARD IS INVISIBLE TO YOU HAHAHHA.

oh today was -ohmygosh so long never like tht liao-. HAHAHHA. W MY DEAREST FTFFC AND PINEAPPLE~ its been so long. so, so, long. teeheeheeheeheeheeheehee.

HAHAHAHA imma gonna dig through my pictures to find th pic we took with our noob faces when we took 51 to vivo (uh, it cannot go to vivo okay!!!)

okay so this makes kimyee happy!

PLUS, MR LIU YJ came back to teach us! he could finish th whole worksheet in like a day and i could understand a lot a lot!

so that makes kimyee happy too!

but i miss band.
but i miss my section.
i miss every single point of time i have spent and now i want it all back.
i miss all tht has happened - the good old times.

HUMANS, we regret we wonder we think we miss.

weekend is almost over, again.

2009-04-19T16:37:00.005+08:00

this weekend have been a lot of grocery shopping w my mum LOL. and yeah talking and crapping w my brother. :D looking at these pictures make me wanna laugh AHAHAHA. :)

cheraye looks damn happy hurhur.

yeah man lihui i like your style !! :D

HAHAHAHEEHEAHAHA

HAHAHAHEHEHEHAA. (ver 2.0)

-censored- LOL.

ER?

trying to take laughing (naturally) shots.

quite a success huh? LOL.

taking shortcuts,

2009-04-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

and found out im falling deeper each time.

its weird. everything seems weird. i find myself asking "am i lost?" and end up with no exact answer. i dont know, but, everything seems to happen one after another somehow i feel it.
its not like its some big thing, maybe just very little trivial stuffs, yet im going all cuckoo over it. how stupid is tht. :(

& i think, i seem really "hate-able" at some point of time. lol. yknow, the times whereby you say something and the next second you feel like slapping yourself for saying that. not like it really does matter to others but somehow you know you simply suck by saying that. its just so weird isnt it?

am i thinking too much? probably so.

no im really not unhappy. serious. the whole chunk thr is just thoughts that i feel like ranting out.

bury your heart and keep it safe.

2009-04-16T20:08:00.005+08:00

life is nothing but mundanity currently.

pre & post syf syndromes i would say. i miss bandbandbandband. >:( it feels real good to touch the clarinet and play againnnnn just now with comp reed. zomg comp reeds! i have to treasure tht one and only unchipped reed ):
oh anyway congrats to everybardy i am proud of y'all :)
my mood is everchanging nowadays. mentally unstable. mood swings! O_O is it a yesnoyesnoyesno?! I DONT KNOW (goes into the high pitched tone) booooo i am so indecisive i hate my brains.
oh! i like this skin. i wont change it anymore really.
this post is hella random you really can afford to ignore it. my dinner is here gotta go buhbye!

suddenly your mind turns blank,

2009-04-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

& all youre left with is the remains of the past.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
you aint the best daddy in the whole world, but definitely the best daddy in my heart :) stay healthy always alright i love you tons :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUYAN!
hahahaha stay happy always and jiayou in netball and you gotta stop growing tall! if not i how, always get looked down by you LOL teehee. hope you enjoyed your day yea :)

----
I honestly mean it - sometimes i feel so shibai. A loser maybe - really.
Tell me I should change slap me and wake me up, I know that. But somehow this thing in me just stops me from doing whatever i wanna do whatever i wanna change. What is wrong I dont know.

im telling myself to do it, telling myself to stay happy.
but sometimes no matter how many times you tell yourself tht you know you aint going to believe in that.
confidence? or is it just something else.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMDAR! <3

2009-04-13T17:48:00.007+08:00

my hair is screwed in this one LOL.

tday is your special day my dear! :D yay i love you many! best friends for like 3 years alrdy! hope th number keeps increasing :) you've been really just simply so awesome! crazy days and band days spent with you have been really one of the best days in my life! hope you liked th presents and stuffs. Stay happy forever okkkkkkk loves you bery much. :D

---

Had my first kinder joy tday after weeks of hearing people go crazy over it. Hahah I wouldnt say its amazingly nice, but yeah it wasnt bad. I gotta admit those two chocolates in thr, despite its appearance being really random it was yummy! Hurhur. Thanks loads to hsiaotien :)

Heard that the chem makeup test is gonna be much harder thn the rest, am not surprised, but still I think I would suck in it, honest. -__- plus this horrible mood i have right now, i totally dont feel like studying >_<>Band - one of th best things that has ever happened to me :)
its like a major part of my life now and forever - its like, you meet wonderful people and you enjoy wonderful music, living your life to the fullest each moment you play in the band.

aint nothing but a mistake.

2009-04-12T18:21:00.004+08:00

It was, but not anymore.

Sometimes I cant help but think of the what ifs tht well, might actually just come true somehow.
You never really know right?

Then someone slaps kimyee awake.

I stepped inside this world called reality. Accept it, there's no turning back.

There is like a mixture of feelings inside my mind right now. Good, bad and then good, bad.
>:( Idk why exactly!

best friends dont need to read each other's minds.

2009-04-11T21:21:00.009+08:00

aiyo, this skin a bit screwed leh -_- aiyah but nvmmmmm. i heck liao! i change skin again because uh... idk leh. just feel like changing hiahiahia :D

anw ytd was super duper fun! yay! hahaha. kimberly is a retard lmaaaaoooo~ we went to causeway at first to buy presents! ate lunch there, talked lots of meaningful crap LOL and then we went to plaza sing to visit my favourite shop and for nice cake heeeeee :) talked lots of crap again, made ourselves super high and felt a lot of weird feelings inside my favourite shops. ( o___o ) thn went for cake and saw this super cute and blur waitor LOL. kept deesiao-ing him cause we kept laughing LOL. in th end we had some rlly sinful cakes LOL and drank water until we wanted to peeeee~ (heehee inside joke) then went home :)

tday is hmwk chionging and farmiiillleeee day! :)

but graaaah. tmr is school T____T i cant wait to take my clarinet back homeee ):

LOL K LURRBBESS K! :D

#1 sinful cake! - RASPBERRY CHEESECAKE :O
#2 sinful cake! - CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE :O
#3 sinful cake! - CHEESE BROWNIE :O

my cutie KIMDAR LOLOL :D

im happy. :)

MUACKKKS :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE KIMBERLY! :D

joy.

2009-04-10T19:57:00.008+08:00

LOVES MY SECTION MATES!
you all are a super great bunch of people :)

klarinutzzzzzz without jiayi! ):

YILI's BIRTHDAY!
watched confessions of a shopaholic "she is a famous prostitute LOLOL", yup its quite a cool show and then yili left first while the rest of us which was actually only me sebby yewhui siwei went to burger king to talk crap then went home hahaha :)

they were condemning me for putting my sweet talk thr :(
ANYWAY THIS IS AN ATTEMPT TO LOOK GHOSTLY.
i think only ftffc succeeded LMAO.

supposed to look condemning buthen ftffc failed
CAUSE SHE SAY I LOOKED FUNNY..

I LOOK LIKE PATRICK IN THIS ONE SRSLY ZOMG!!

okay normal shot i like this one :D

errr. LOL, this one not prepared yet AHAHAHA.

we decided to stop standing and start squatting :)
I HAVE PRETTAYE FRIENDS LOOK!

been so long since ive gone home with ALL of them, at one go.
omg tht feeling is shiokkkk until cannot describe! haahhaha.
I sound like an auntie o__O

I LOVE YOU FTFFC! :D

trying to look shy when its quite inappropriate LOL. :)

GAY RIGHT LOL.

coooolio effect :D

MY DEARY SEXAYES :O

LOL this is super hard to act out one ):

HEEHAHAHAEEE

TAKE ONE.

TAKE TWO.
I THINK I LOOK SUPER GAY PLEASE.

Okay i take back my words THIS IS MORE GAY LOL.

hsiaotien looks stunned LOL. BUT NOT BAD.

KEKEKE looks like some advertisement thingy LOL.

okay you have no idea how long we took to like, take all these outside the toilets when weird uncles give you the tiko look cause you are taking pictures outside guy's toilet LOL. HAHAHAAH. yay i love them all so much we can talk like shitzzzzzz :)

im so glad i'll always have my beloveds around me. thank you all so much, really. :)

oh anyway napfa was okay! i improved for some stations, but my usual sucky ones stayed as usual, sitting narrow run (HAHAHAH OPPOSITE OF STANDING BROAD JUMP) and yea, stand and stone (SIT AND REACH HEEHEE).

yasssss tmr is a happy day again because its me and kimdar's vday date HOHOHO.
MERRILY MERRILY MERRILY! :)

RVCONCERT BAND GOGOGO !

i love rvcband, to th maxxxxxxx. *cont to chant* I gotta stop draining those thoughts into my mind. Get a grip, move on, be strong. 'cause everyth's not th end just yet. heartpain heartpain heartpain! ):<

River Valley Concert Band.

2009-04-09T21:59:00.010+08:00

On a lighter note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIHUAAAA :D love you many many many many :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSAAAAA :D stay happy forever and jiayou for your syf :)

and in case i miss it tmr,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILI :D you know smth, im super duper proud of you and i mean it from th bottom of my heart :)

----

Yeah so. I'm okay people, really. Maybe besides the fact tht I slept through lessons tday and broke two things during chem prac, everything's just fine. Hahah.

just wanna tell you guys how great each and everyone of you are, and i am so proud to be part of this band, to be part of this section.

Extreme feelings, really. After tht went out with lihua kaizhen kimberly yihan jieying. Made me feel so, so much better. :) And yeah, all tht wenhui and gim have said. My tears werent because of what we got, but because deep in my heart I cant help but say "im sorry, ms chan. im sorry, rvcb. im sorry to all th seniors".

Yeah i know how much it hurts inside when people ask, what have you gotten. I wouldnt say all these dont matter anymore. I wouldnt say "lets not cry anymore" or "theres no use crying now" because all th tears we have shed, i know, they are for a purpose and they all mean a thing. they are tears to remind us what we have been through. what others might say doesnt really matter, im srsly honest with that now. Because we always have th other bandsmen around for us alright. :)

Guess what, it wouldnt probably matter what we actually got anymore, cause i know ive spent this 300plus hours with people whom have worked very hard, whom i enjoy being with - fun seniors, great bandsmen, best conductor, cute juniors.

I can totally cry while typing this, not because I'm sad, but because I feel xin tong. I feel damn heartpain when i saw my batch de bandsmen cry. Esp yili hweeling paola meiling - i tell you all i think we were great really really really. syf isnt everything so we'll just work harder okay! i love you guys :)

And klarinutz, im bloody proud of you guys.

It might not be our best, but for a time like that, on the stage and all tht, I think we did well already. But of course, thts not all, we still have a long way to go.

To all my beloved klarinutz, year 4 batch - lihua kaizhen sebastian jiayi daphine to the year 3 batch kimberly zoenin sofia yijun evan to the year 2 batch jieying jiawen yihan ngyong (w nicole and junjie and wanyih) -

i cant tell you how much i love you guys and how proud i am. but to mention everyone's names, it tells how everyone of us have played a part in this, and will forever play a part cause we are one big family - klarinutz for life.

I read other's blogs and yeah I feel like screaming all my thoughts out as well. yeah, I really thank every single one of you who cared and smsed me, gave me a hug, a smile, anything and everything. Thank you all so, so, so much.

HELLO, WE ARE RVCB LEHHHHHHHHH PLZZZZZZZZZ!

Rvcb continues to move on. :)
Let this wound slowly close, let it slowly go away. we still continue to stay strong and work harder than ever :) And yknow what, in my heart we'll always be A BAND WITH HONOUR.

Faith, Fun, Fighton, Focus, Feel. RVBAND's 5F :)

Enjoy each and every minute, tht's what counts.

i love my batch of clarinets to th ultimate maxxxxxxx. :)
you guys rock. gogogo!

Kimberly with her mini (x1oooo) flute LOL.

my dearest yili i tell you shes great and im so frigging proud of her

she played really well on stage and yes yili i think you did a marvellous job ok! :D

LOL as requested by yili
" the DM and the BM "
LOL.

Sebastian lim And Kimberly Peh :)

ISAAAAAAA :)

my two retarded uniors with kimberly. LOL jieying so kelian, kena bullied.

dearest wanwennnnn~

can hear her in tuned piccolo on stage :D So proud of herrrr :)

coooool bery much? from E-11 to prestige to tosca to prestige to buffets :)

we have a lot of fun and talking :D
klarinutz section outing fasterrr (!!!)

kimyee kimberly jieying kaizhen lihua yihan
love them loadddds :)

me and kimberly's messages :)
Rvclarinets is th loveeeeee.

we went for strawberry cheesecake icecreaaaam!
icecream makes people happy :D

letters from she, wenhu gim, kaizhen, daphine, xinhui cynthia
and some goodies from irene and wenhui gim :) thank you so so so much :D
plus my band file with epicus and overture in it :)

for all my beloved klarinutz :)

letters from yiting chaiying lihui thanks so much ily guys :)

my most memorable syf present (thanks so so much liang :D)
and some goodies gotten from seniors :)

SYF TOMORROW.

2009-04-07T21:57:00.004+08:00

i cant believe it,
it's tomorrow, the long awaited day, the day we have poured all our efforts for.
we're going to do our best, right?
because we only have tht chance, and no matter what we're going to make the best out of it.
because its our only chance to play in syf 09, its our only chance to play with this same grp of people at the stage of sch on this particular day.

&because, we wont regret it, we wont disappoint everyone around us and most imptly, ourselves yes! :D gah i have so much cramped in my mind right now, i hope, i pray and i really really hope.
KLARINUTZ WE CAN DO IT OK WE CAN DE WE CAN!
RVCB JIAYOU ALL TH WAY~

thanks for all of your jiayou(s) and wishes and small gifts ily guys a lot :D
im glad to have y'all around and all th support :) :)
have you forgotten?

Coming Soon, real soon.

2009-04-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING! :D

ahahahahh you're a cool and nice dude man! Okay by dude i mean girl LOL :D
nice to have met you although you always pull me and bully me and suan me with yuyan LOL.
but its okay i know you are still nice HEH. :D
STAY HAPPY OK :D

embrace the challenge,

2009-04-05T21:09:00.003+08:00

& i only have one thing to say to huang lihui.

:D HUIHUI OWNZXC LOL.

great job, really! :D

---

its down to 3 more days.
maybe after tht im really going to start missing all th band practices we have had due to syf, but 3 days. its fast - before you know it, everything is over.
And i just cant help but think, WHAT IF.
Although its not th best way to think.

in the blink of an eye,

2009-04-04T19:45:00.007+08:00

everything is going to be over.

GRAH WRONG TIMING LA. you'd bttr be gone aft 3days, if not i'll... zzz, what can i do if it doesnt anyway! >:( Heh, I cant believe i played almost 6hours of clarinet tday! Hoho. Monday, tuesday, and wednesday. It's coming - 4 days!

ANW, i think this is funnyyyy~ LOL.

Sebastian "no luh you need to press on the nerves or something, so it will tickle what!"

Ky "EH PRESS ME ON THE SIDE OF MY BRAIN!"

*yiming presses down hard*

Ky "SO ITCHY!!!!"

YOU GET THE JOKE.... cause our brains are full of nerves mah.. okay i know i win alrdy. :D

and then just now, we were watching AI and this scene of the girlfriend wanting to die for the boyfriend was showed.

Dad "eh please, i also got my charm de lor, a lot of girls will die for me one lor"

Th rest of the family "YEAH RIGHT"

Dad "wait, i havent finish my sentence. they say they rather die thn to marry me, so they die for me because they dont wanna marry me, so you think leh? they die for me ok!!!!"

then my mum laughed until her face = baboon's butt! LOLOL. Okay lah a bit lame but its interesting enough for my dad to say tht lor LOL.

I have something to say.
But I dont know what. how. why.

Nevertheless,

2009-04-03T22:42:00.005+08:00

Each and everyone of us, are chosen, not because we are lack of places or anything for tht matter.
Thts what I want you all to know, and I have faith in you all.

Answer my prayers, make all these worthwhile.
Gotta prove - we hadnt work hard for nothing.

I hate to say it, but once again.

2009-04-02T19:32:00.006+08:00

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life.

I know you'll be the sun, in somebody else's sky.

I know you will bring back the summer of someone else's life,

like no one would be able to.

----

Hm i feel weird right now, i have some thoughts to pour out right now. So i shall act emo a bit.
Sometimes I wonder what I really search for in life.

I wonder why I'm doing what I'm doing, for who, for what.
Yeah, it truly is weird why humans are amazing yet really simply nothing at times. Perhaps thts why we spend half of our lives searching for an answer to life. What we really do live for.

We all aim to achieve something, we all aim to find the other half of our soul, we all aim to be successful. But when we have achieved what we have achieved, then what is next?

We all wait to die! (okay thts pretty crude, but somehow its true isnt it?)

of course another model answer would probably be "we find other challenges in life to challenge ourselves".

Perhaps sometimes, we gotta slow down. Stop and enjoy the wonderful things around us now. We never know when we're gonna lose them right?

But any oh how, its the goals which serve as motivation to make us feel tht life is worth the years of sweat and tears and blah :D
BAND! *first thing tht popped out of my head* LOL.

KEKEKE i just typed a erm, QUITE profound post OKAY WHATEVR maybe not tht profound. -.-But yeah I DONT JUST SAY IT FOR LIKE, SAYING LOR. heh. so yeah. JUST ADDING THIS BIT INTO MY POST SO IT DOESNT SOUND EMO CAUSE IM NOT >:(

its like, 6 more days.

CAN USE FINGERS TO COUNT LIAO !!!

hurhur, i like sebastian's pm once. he wrote smth like "sick of counting down. when it comes i'll just pwn it". COOLIO.

shall instill tht attitude into my brain. :)

okay i still feel weird, i hate feeling tht way! >:( GO AWAY YOU WEIRD FEELING.

RANDOM PEEEKTURE BTW (:

imperfect.

2009-04-01T19:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEBASTIANLIM! :D

i still like calling you bullier LOL. Okay you might be the worst bullier i have ever met but still you are a really great senior :D HEEHEE.
I know you're gonna spend the rest of your bday doing homework but nvm hope you still enjoyed it :D

ohyes, and also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENGFENG! :D
hope you had an awesomezxc bday too! :D

Can feel it building up inside.

2009-03-31T21:58:00.003+08:00

hee i love you people for keeping my blog alive~ *wipes tears away*
heh, but i srsly dont know whr to start replying you all so yeah lorrrrr, bear with me LOL :D ANYWAY i know lah yihan, its you not yijun who tagged me ): I CRY ALRD LAH LOL. Okay anw thrs a lot going on these few days, so *poof* i will be gone for quite a while i guess!

LOL okay lah lihui and ftffc! Shall not let you both get jealous over my blog colour LMAO! :D

I sent out my best wishes ytd and today to my beloveds :) :) makes me haaaappy hurhur! :D

I said I am going to happy means I would.

JIAYOU RVCB.

steady.

2009-03-29T21:26:00.005+08:00

all of a sudden i have this thought.

im going to be happy, like really really happy with my life. im going to take out all of the negative thoughts and emotions, sounds as if like im being injected with some kinda "i-am-going-to-be-happy-" kind of thingy but no, seriously.

I gotta be contented I gotta be happy.
spread the love the happiness the smile! (LOL)

its good to have this thought like all of a sudden when im doing chinese compo and hadnt started studying fot tests yet o_O but well who cares LOL.

im going to be a happy happy person! NOT EVEN PMS or uh, HOMEWORK, or uh MEAN PEOPLE LOL can stop me!

Of course its hard to stay happy all the time, thrs so much going on that sometimes I dont really know whr im heading to and stuffs like tht. But the mist will clear and rainbows appear yknow~
Thrs always a sign to guide your way - at least thts what i believe in now.

Life cant be just OBSTACLES OBSTACLES PROBLEMS TROUBLES all th way, we gotta enjoy life! (okay lets go drink beer and try out bunjee jumping JUST KIDDING) yeah you get it. :)

-inserts a tremendous BIG SMILE-
:)
there you go! to anyone who is not in a good mood today, or something wrong went wrong - im talking abt you you you yes yes you!!!!!
tmr will be a better day :)

Changed a skin (again) but i like this one.

2009-03-29T11:41:00.007+08:00

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad.

But, once in a while, people push onto something better.

Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone.

And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in.

Or to give someone a second chance.

Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream.

Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are.

And, it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be.

The person you want to be does exist;

somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief.

And, beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead."

- One Tree Hill

"Believing in yourself is when you walk the stairs without knowing whr it really ends."

if we could have a little effort from everybody, it makes more than a hundred percent.

10days! :D

thanks, you really made my day.

2009-03-28T14:43:00.004+08:00

KIMYEE IS HAPPY NOW LOL. 'cozzzz she knows you still love her very muchhhhh and i do toooo :) i love you peter pannnnnzxc LOL. i think this is super ironic.

Any oh how, tday isnt really a bad day afterall, it did started out badly though -.-, but the start doesnt really determines the ending right?! hm. sometimes it does but who cares yipeeeeee.
Happy earth day everybardy. Hope you all have been really nice environmental peeps who offed your lights because i dddeeeeed! :)

ending off with a..
TEEHEE.

/edit

So sense my sacarsm.
Now you know why?
I don't get why I should even waste my time and effort to try to be nice when you clearly dont give a shit. Then what's the point?
Sometimes I really dont wanna care anymore.

On a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANWEN! :)
teehee you're one veh funny and cute senior :D hope you enjoyed your birthday very muchhhh :D

Say th words you are supposed to say.

2009-03-26T19:54:00.003+08:00

this skin i screwed i think. but i gotta study for tests now.
goodbyebyebye. i think i screwed up physics r&w lol >__<.
we're getting i/c. :)

okay tmr there's like 3 tests.
nah, none of th tests was actually really pushed back.

thrs time like this whereby you feel really hopeless and useless. you know what to do, but somehow you just dont have enough courage, and something, just something is holding you back thr, and you dont exactly know what.

dang, someone just. idk. scold me, slap me awake, do something. like, scream at me.
"BLARDY. KIMYEE IS SO WEAK" or something along tht line yes no?????!

not chicken essence mum, not that. that was what my mum attempted to give me to boost my memory power or sth, but -.- i dont believe those will really work. if it does everybardy buy it alrd.

jiayouuu, i think many people are hving loads of tests lately, syf period/ comp period for everybardy.

Took your words for real.

2009-03-24T21:45:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Evan! :)

waaaaah from primary school friends to section mates! hahah hope you had a wonderful birthday! :D

---

Kimyee is tired, feeling weak and what not.
BOOOOOOOO >:( this is not veli good.

count your blessings.

2009-03-23T21:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING! :)
i award you with the most retarded tablemate on earth! KEKEKE.
heehee, thanks for being such a nice and wonderful cheerful friend + bandsmate + extablemate!

hope you had the best birthday with mr happy and ms sunshine :)

---

mini concert wasnt all too bad, ive got plenty of squeakssssssss darmn it >:( 'coz i was too nervous laaaaaah so yes point to me because the squeaks came from within hereeeeeee. >:(
nehmind, syf will be much better much better or maybe this thurs.
okay fine both will be much betterrrrrrrrr gogogo.

i kinda miss band right now i know its weird but blahblah i miss my crazy sectionnnn (LOL) :D heeheexczxc.

'cause you're a winner to me no matter what!

This is so stoooooopidddddddddddd.

2009-03-22T10:14:00.003+08:00

This, is a way of telling you guys how I have been with my homework.

Homework : heh heh heh hello tan kim yee today is your doom day!!! MUAHAHAHA.

Kyee : Like duh isnt everyday my doomsday.

Homework : of coz it is, but today is different because...

Kyee : C'mon, surprise me.

Homework : YOU STILL HAVE SO MUCH HMWK TO DO and you havent finish it all yet... proves how unproductive and dumbdumb you are!

Kyee : So your point is?

Homework : PREPARE TO DIE TMR IN SCHOOOL!!!! MUAHAHAHA. either you sleep during class and get scolded by tchers or you shall be scolded for not doing your work properly!

Kyee : you think i scared? (trying to act cool)

Homework : Whatever. It's not as if you can win me or anything, homework always always win!!

Kyee : Did you ever realise in your name there's a hidden name? (trying to leave the topic and be random)

Homework : HUH? im too unique isnt it!

Kyee : Homework. Romeo. TEEHEE.

Homework : -.- did i drive you nutz?

Kyee : No you drive mercedes TEEHEE.

Homework : YOU ARE CRAZY!

Kyee : NANNYNANNYPOOPOO.

I like NANNNYNANNYPOOPOO, it sounds erm, superior. JUST NANNY NANNY POO POO somebardy and tht person wouldnt know how to react.

‘Coz the best things in life can never be captured with a camera.

2009-03-21T21:59:00.008+08:00

"I think I'll be a clown when I get grown," said Dill. "Yes, sir, a clown.... There ain't one thing in this world I can do about folks except laugh, so I'm gonna join the circus and laugh my head off."
"You got it backwards, Dill," said Jem. "Clowns are sad, it's folks that laugh at them."
"Well, I'm gonna be a new kind of clown. I'm gonna stand in the middle of the ring and laugh at the folks."
~Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird, Chapter 22

" At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world.
Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil.
6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

- One Tree Hill

i cant say it hurts. its not the morally right thing to do. lol.

Think-

2009-03-20T19:55:00.003+08:00

life is like a box of chocolates - you never know what you'll get until you reach the middle.

how true.
& bloghopping + youtubing tday suddenly made me really sad. lol, weird huh, but of coz, thr's a reason to that.
'Coz i start to regret things that I have done, even though i know its too late to turn back time.
everything's sorta coming back again, or perhaps they havent really left before. I'm getting more and more tired without much of a reason, and I cant seem to get any work done.
Goodjob eh?

Blurred Vision.

2009-03-20T09:20:00.005+08:00

Sigh.
What a bad way to start a post.

I have a lot to say actually, but then again I have nothing to say.
It's really ironic and contradicting at the same time.

I always feel tired, and well I dont exactly know why. 'Coz I know even if I were to sleep for like, probably 24hours full I wouldn't think its enough still. Perhaps it's the thoughts which keep draining my energy idk.

Still left with Chem r&w, maths, LA, geog. Darm maths is hard. Even the "MUST KNOW HOW TO DO" section is hard. Screw test papers.

Nevertheless there's section lunch coming up later = retarded self entertainment :)
A bit no link to what I have said juz now but who cares thrs section lunch later!

I'm confused, I'm lost, I don't know where to go, neither do I know where I will be heading to.
At times like this I really miss my sexayes and Andrew gor.

And So, What is next?
nobody knows.

Read this somewhr in a blog.

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: You can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go through first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders ... may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one ... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, " ... this is love ... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person ..."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: You can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "This time you bring back a corn ... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get ... this is marriage."

Picture-Perfectttt.

2009-03-17T21:56:00.013+08:00

I looked through peeektures in my phone and realised i hadnt been updating the interesting bits of muh life, okay maybe not tht interesting but yeah it was worth the time to uh, take a picture of it! :)

helping kimberly to move house was the ultimateeeeeee. we sat on lorries and shouted at random stuffs, leaving our hair to fly in the night whooooosh zzzzomg i think ive lost some weight too yaye! MUAHAHAHA!!

Kimberly! Our hair was messy to the max LOL.

The lorry!

Kimberly's mum! :D

Passed by a band shop!

CRYSTAL CHICKEN LITTLE!

a very (ugly) SPONGEBOB CRYTSALL

Kimberly spotted an awesome crab!!!!!!
It's wayyyy cooler thn you think it is lorrrr. HEH.

While waiting for Hsiaotien to change LOL.
SPAMMMMMMMZXC.

YAY RVCBRVCB! manymany loveeeezzzz.

Thts me and kimberly's! HOHO.

This is what I call, the dinosaur age, LONG NECKS HAHA! Huang here.
AND LOL LOOK AT THT AUNTIE'S FACE LAH
HAHAHHAHA.

Yayzzzzzz so pretty yes!

On the way home one fine day.
Me and twinnie! :D

Out to buy Ftffc's prezzie.

Admit we are GL friends plzzzzz. WE ARE THE ULTIMATE CUTE FRIENDS OF FTFFC KEKEKE.

oh tht reminds me.
Ytd kimberly held onto a stack of maths papers
" eh eh eh anyone got stapler???"
Evan : "yeah i have"
Kimberly : " yay! can lend can lend?"
Evan : "Orh."
*stretches his hand into his pocket and takes out a stapler*
everybody : LOL?! YOU HAVE A STAPLER IN UR POCKET?
Lihua : " LOL LIKE DORAEMON LIKE THAT! "

HAHAHAHHAHA it is duper funnaye if you are right there looking at the whole situation happen LOL.

&thn during combines we all got sorta a littttttle crazaye. And formed a mushroom sorta family.
IM CAO GU and i dont know exactly why. LOL. mo gu, gu gu, xiang gu and yihan's very happy little NIGU (nun).

I know I will have my section with me no matter what the results of syf will be!
LOVELOVELOVELOVE KLARINUTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ :)

Funny Conversation

2009-03-16T14:21:00.003+08:00

#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ .says:
cyou tomro retard kimyee
I say:
TOMRO RETARD
I say:
COOL MAN
I say:
IM TOMRO!
I say:
LOLOLOL
#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ . says:
-sighs and shakes head-
I say:
OH LOL
#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ . says:
i going to change computer
#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ . says:
byebye
I say:
YOU SAY " SEE YOU TOMORROW UH"
I say:
LOL
I say:
i thought you type tomato wrongly
I say:
become tomro
I say:
LOL
I say:
shit
I say:
hahahhahahahahahAHAHAHHAA
#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ .says:
LOLLLLL
#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ .says:
walao
#07 ; meiling ❤❤❤ . says:
u damn smart lehh

HAHAHAHA. if you get it then you might thnk im stupid HAHAHA.
LOL. i find it hilarious T__T

YES MY DEAREST EX TABLE MATE WE SHALL ADD OIL TGT :D

Ownage.

2009-03-15T17:58:00.004+08:00

I love competition reeeeed they make clarinets sound better = happy clarinetists!

and yessss WE ARE (wah)SEH MAN.
gives that *i am not trying to fake as if im good so you better think im good cause i am really good* face :O
thanks wenhui and gim. I'm proud to have wondiful seniorzxc. ♥

RVCLARINETS GOGOGO.

And from this moment I'm going to be different, in a good way yes.
perhaps so.
Dreams come with a reason.

Still, moving on.

2009-03-14T20:27:00.005+08:00

Wow.

In the morning, I wake up and feel like shit. I get better in the afternoon, and once the sun sets everything comes back and i feel like shit, just a lot worse. Dont know whats happening. I dont know/recognise the taste of anything anymore, perhaps just strong mint. I cant taste anything, so maybe if I ate shit I wouldnt know its shit anyway. >:( it is really tht bad.

Life is like a neverending race, you just run, and run and continue running, but you never know when it's going to end. Probably the next min you'll end up with a leg cramp, probably the next thing you know you are already in the hopsital or something idk.
After syf, it isnt just the end.
But well, syf is still one big major thing.

Is the process really what matters, or the results?
Be realistic, or optimistic?

Seeing so many seniors come back tday and some well, usual yet different stuffs happening tday I dont know what to say/think/do anymore. I feel the pressure coming back. Hm, but then again (on the brighter side, pressure is needed to push us forward yesyesyesno?)

LOL but, i certainly got amused by yihan's blog.
" SYF, 来吧！你简直就是屁！"
LOLOLOLOLOL! cute juniors i have man! And seniors, cause according to what they were doing in the band room today i think, our section is like... the most self-entertaining one LOL :D
playing heart attack and blahblahblah. so for a few seconds i became Kaizhen's fortune teller LMAO!

But well, going out with my family (the first ever time for term 1 zomg i cant believe it) is a heartwarming feeling! :) Doing weird stuffs like taking out moles (LOL??) and looking at my dad going for foot massage (-___-) and going fortune telling HAHAHA and well, searching for yummy restaurants (AS IN RESTAURANTS WITH YUMMY FOOD - duh i think im retarded) bring back wondiful memories.

UG people jiayou (although they wouldnt really see this -__-)!

I cant believe, march holidays have started already. i have sooooo much to do and yes i forgot to do two stuffs i needa do. DANG IT DANG IT DANG IT. -___- i think im getting older each day.
THE CURIOUS CASE OF TAN KIM YEE PERHAPS?!

Whats rvholidays without tons of homework?
WELL, (idontknow actually) My brain is too filled up without junk stuffs like (i want a crystal patrick - WHY IS THR CRYSTAL SPONGEBOB BUT NOT PATRICK ONE) to think of a lame answer.

I feel so mixed up, like rojak. Just that, rojak tastes nicer.

1. HOMEWORK
2. LIBRARY (pay fines)
3. Call up tailor (zomg plzzz dont
forget again tky)
4. Call up CIP person.
5. Help parents to order newspaper (uh)
6. Call up the fix-my-com guy
7. HOMEWORK
8. practise springtime/comp scores
9. oooooooh tht tht tht (rmb $$$$$$ buy)

Miserably; screw Physics ASK.

2009-03-13T22:52:00.004+08:00

And so I was wrong, 'cause i thought nothing would go wrong.

I dont know what is the best decision to make.
All of a sudden, everyth seems so screwed?
I really, really hope.

Am very sick, feel like dying each second. Those eyes staring at me when i cough in a super packed LRT please at least pity me. -__- Damn ittttt. And I just have to fall sick when holidays start. Wait, isnt much of a holiday anyway. T_T

Grah. I gotta start looking more on the bright side.

I know y'all will survive this storm,

2009-03-12T19:37:00.008+08:00

The stars would never stop shining.
The smiles would never fade away.
No friends stay for life,
but they stay with you as long as you will.
" Even the best falls down sometimes,
but the important thing is to climb up again after a fall. "
(:

---

on a heavier note, I'm suffering from a terrible sore throat, probably the worst one so far. Feeling so frigging cold and idk why. Dang it. I wonder how I'm going to play tmr during cca, I tried playing springtime and I could feel my throat burning. Sheeeeet. >:(
I feel like just sleeping and ignoring the pain but well, whats a day without homework manzxc?!
A miracle.
Gogogo physics assignment andddd ask.

Take a breather.

2009-03-09T19:54:00.009+08:00

愛人的那一個，往往在不完美中給完美；
被愛的那一個，卻總是在完美中找不完美。
(:

crazy times! ♥

nevertheless i know 2009 will also be a great year.

Will be on hiatus until..
I'm free from hmwk and band.

29days.

'cause i know i'll never be alone.

2009-03-08T11:26:00.008+08:00

It's a whole chunk of words which probably wouldnt really make any sense.

Who are we supposed to blame for the mistakes we have made,
for what we have became,
for all that we have changed?

We cant blame destiny nor fate, because all the roads which we have gone through came from the choices we have made.

When the signs on our roads start to fade away, we wander off and get lost somehow.
But no one is alone, because right at this particular moment, someone is crying for help just like you are, in search of a light which will guide you along, in search of a net which will catch you if you fall, in search of someone to hold on if you collapse.

When the world turns black and white, you find colours to paint them in.
When the world turns you upside down, you find another way to look at things.
When the world crashes upon you, you find someone else to carry it with you.
When the world messes us up, we know the next day it might be better, it just has to.

Nothing lasts forever, be it good or bad.

No one is a burden to anyone and everyone is similiar in one way or another, 'cause we head the same direction, just with different roads, we are born and then we live and then we die.
As we take away our differences, we realise we are all the same.

We are given each a lifetime. In this lifetime, many things can happen, there are people you meet, people you walk past without knowing who they are, people who are close to you but leave soon after, people who are merely acquaintance, people who will never leave you, people who loves you and people who hates you to the core.

You meet obstacles and some fail whereas others succeed. Some work hard but get nothing and some got what they deserve. Some are satisfied some feel that they are still imperfect.

Some choose to cry each day some choose to laugh it off.
Since there's only one lifetime, and once a second is gone it is gone for life, no matter how hard you try to turn back you cant.

Live life as it is, make no regrets, be happy about it. Be glad be contented with what you have.. Life changes as you walk along. Memories remain. Tears dry up, rainbows appear.

to everyone, be it syf, trainings, competitions, studies and what not.
jiayou, jiayou, jiayou :)

-----

kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! :
we can do it!!!
Kimyee/♥:
YES WE CAN :D
kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says:
haha yepp!
kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says:
because we're a team of approx. 100 ppl
kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says:
we have each other to go on tgt
Kimyee/♥:
we can make it through because we are river valley concert band
Kimyee/♥:
(:
kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says:
haha of cox
kpze// kimyeeDAR is officiallyLOVED! river valley concert band 8th april!(: FTW! says:
we're one :D
Kimyee/♥:
:D:D

whatever happens, I'm still glad im in this band. ♥

oh prettaye sunshine.

2009-03-07T19:50:00.006+08:00

Had band ytd, was supposed to be in the school hall but somehow we ended up in the canteen. I thought it was pretty cool actually, to play in the canteen so it wasnt tht bad. Non-stop playing! :D And then I watched benjamin button ytd, when i could actually be doing LA journal or something tht can save me from sleeping late but yea, i'd rather save some brain cells from dying. teeheeehee :) It's a good show -thumbs up-

" sometimes you gotta lose somebody to know how much they actually mean to you. "

" you can be as mad as a mad dog at how things when, swear and curse fates, but when everything is going to end, you still gotta let it go. "

& sometimes priorities pull us away from what we were used to be, from what we could have been.

This post iz so lack of contentz. AND I HAVENT WATCHED ANY CARTOON. perhaps thts why i am still feeling thizzzzz way. >:( DAAANNNGGGGG.

So now its killing brain cell time!!! >:(

31days to go.

you're my mvp.

2009-03-06T21:51:00.004+08:00

Thank you, a lot, a lot.

I must. not. collapse.
I cannot. be. weak.

And tht's all i need to keep me going.

People come and people go. Shitzzzz suddenly I think, I will miss the sec4 batch of bandsmen, a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot. From klarinutz seniors to excos to all and all of the other seniors. And come to think of it, it's really coming soon.

listening to jaychou's old songs make me think a lot (IDKWHY!!) okay or maybe I am already thinking too much. SEE LA SYF NOT EVEN OVER I THINK OF SENIORS LEAVING WHAT IZ WRONG WITH ME?!

Summary of school - Results pretty much sucked. ( I USED THE S WORD - cannot meh )
What else can i conclude about the mundanity of school anyway huh huh huh HUUUUUUUUHH...

Ok i know. I need. to watch cartoon to cheer me up. YAYZ. (zzzzomg pathetic.)

random fact : i didnt know thr could be 2 friday the 13th in a year :O

expect the unexpected.

2009-03-05T20:26:00.004+08:00

Home alone again. shitzzzzz i wanna kill the bozz who wants my mum to work OT. -_- its like we live under the same roof but we see each other for less than an hour each week (excluding weekends) if you think im exaggerating try living my life! grahs *takes out a .......

napkin...*

Claire: "yeah luh sick bay is like damn sian one. its like a prison cell!"
Kimyee: "really uh! then do they have a nucleus?"

my dear laogong plzzzzzz take care! :)

we're only 33 days away.

i dont care if you call me a no-lifer. I want these remaining days to be worth it, and just chiong with whatever i have got. No regrets.

ive actually got more to post. but. idk. -_-

Genes, JEANS.

2009-03-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

guess whr i got all my genes from?

-mum runs into daughter's room-

"eh ah girl ah, come here. i saw some stuffs on the blogshop, damn nice one. very ex also, wanna ask you which one you wanna buy leh, got four different designs"

"huh what thing? ex then dont buy!"

"no as in, very nice mah. quick quick come see!"

"okok relax lah!"

-steps into mum's room-
"HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA"

-.-
she hang four sets of rv uniform on the wardrobe.

"EH GIRL AH, SO WHICH ONE YOU WANT AH! HAHAHA"
zzzzzomg.

Now you know why huh..

Hm. Shall talk about soundcheck and reply tags tmr. Gooooodbye. :)

First of March. (i hope its a good month ahead)

First Day Of March.

2009-03-01T08:33:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON WEINI!
yay my beloved cousin of all! :D hahah you are the queeen of march teehee. hope you aint tht stressed out 'cause of olevels, JIAYOU! You can do it! :D rock onzxczxc.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMYUCHENG!
you made ytd night very cakey, tyvm. LOL.

Due to the fact that my brain is only the size of a pea, I have yet completed my homework. Am leaving home at 9:30 = 1h to do homework. :O

Ytd night was quite fun ahahah. But rather torturous as well... UH. Smashing of cake UH. eating cake with chilli UH. suan-ing people like crazy LOL. challenging jokes LOL. OK. Off to homework!

I LOVE HOMEWORK AH..

4hours to Soundcheck zzzzzomg.

Sometimes I wished February could be a longer month..

tonight will be the night.

2009-02-28T16:00:00.010+08:00

ONE TWO THREE FOUR!

who do we appreciate!

KIMYEE, KIMYEE, KIMYEE, ALL THE WAY!

*pukes*

ah horrible, terrible, vegetable! I had two awesomely horrible dreams last night. MY CONCLUSION IS = I WORRY TOO MUCH! and that i am never good enough.

*starts emo-ing and takes out a.... p.... (hais you all know what it is luh...)*
*takes out a PIKACHU! (WHAT WERE YOU THINKING OF ?!)*

uhuh. then we had band which passed very quickly.. and xinhui plus cynthia brought this super ultra cool clarinet case which managed to contain like, TWO CLARINETS! coolio! :D

Ltr gg to yucheng's there to celebrate his bdaaaay! :)

Im left with 2hours to finish chionging all my homework... danggggg. I have jian bao, si han, maths ws 8 (enough to kill 10^80 brain cells -if i actually have tht much brain cells to kill) and yeaaaah. :(

AND TMR IS THE SOUNDCHECK, one hour, 3600 seconds.

RVCB JIAYOU WE WILL PAWNNN~

bom chi bom bom oh!
bom chi bom bom ah!
RVCB WE ARE THE BEST! :D

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Alright. I SHALL UPLOAD PICTURES NONG NONG AGO from vday 2009 i swear its like the best vday evaaaaa~ with my ultimate sexayes! :D

Hint: to really understand this picture, is actually very simple. Take note of the face, the hands. and the one extra thing hanging around the lower body.
THIS ICE KACHANG, IS A MALE.

But.... then again... It has two mangoes on the upper body...
CONCLUSION:
ITS HOMOSEXUAL.
*SCREAMS*

but whatever gender it belongs to, it ended its life the same way.
WE ATE IT UP (duh).

Evidence of the hungry humans eating up a homo icecream.

My favourite picture!! :D All in all, i miss my sexayeeees. I hope next time shimin and ftffc can tag alonggggg ~

Emo rock ghosts.

IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE THIS ONE BUT I THINK ITS HILARIOUS.
partially also because of the distorted guy's face at the back?!

O_____________O
i think i look like that. HAHAHAHAHAHAA.

We are full of expressions man, love us okay LOL.

EHEHEHEHE.

HELLO TWINNAYE.

So it was near to ftffc's birthday and we decided to be creativeeee! :D
LOVES FTFFC.

I like I like I mode.

Seriously, WE WERE THAT HUNGRY.

Look at these two retards and tell me, am i still a retard to you huh huh?

Uh. I take back my words. LOL.

Smiley people = happaye people

I LIKE THIS ONE TOO! hongkong cafe pawnzxczxc.

Loves my sexayeeees to the max of the max of the uh. max.
WE SHALL GO OUT SOMEDAY SOMETIME AGAIN.
-inserts a tshirt and a chinese character-
TEEHEE.

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Shall reply tags next time or maybe later hehe when i have the time. Life's pretty great at the same time although things may not turn out as good as they might be. Afterall, nothing is perfect (although im really nothing NO LAH) yeah you know.

It's good to be well, HAPPY :D and contented. WHEEWHOOSHWHEE.

behold... the ultimate post of the year 2009.

2009-02-27T22:19:00.004+08:00

*attempts to smile*

脸抽筋到SIAO,

final attempt = smiling to you like this!

or, this!

dont ask me why im using pictures of monkeys, i wanted donkeys but monkeys smile nicer so yes i chose monkeys.

ANYWAY. talking about monkeys.
MONKEYS, are actually made up of...

A MONK.

and, a KEY.

= monkey.

(TEEEEEEE)
(HEEEEE)

get it get it?! TEEHEE! LOL.

Okay to end off this post (MY FAVE POST YAY!)

*picks my nose*
UH NOT ME.

KIIMMEE's BLOGGIE

MOVEDDDDD :)

the spring, summer, winter and autumn

What else is there left?

WHAT CRAP IS THIS?!

Unpleasant & Pleasant.

A gift to heaven.

Missing me

1thing 2say 3words 4you,

Am I asking too much?

我們隔著 一顆心的距離

it's as though we are destroying what we've created

random to the max.

the best memory,

if you gave it, dont take it away

Beautiful Moments/

When you're at the end of the road, and you lost all sense of control

Its nice to talk to happy people (:

Is everything you do worth it?

Deep in thoughts.

Reconnect.

Life is like a box of chocolates,

When boredom shuts you away,

Am I just being paranoid?

Happiness cannot exist without you,

A string of lies,

We're each a different individual to every different person we meet.

there is a title in every story.

Recapture the moments we once lost,

A little by little,

because i know i cant just leave it lying alone,

Last Chance for One Last Dance.

a million little things,

One day I will be anything but lost.

grasping every bit of breath left,

looking up at the same night-sky,

filled up with warm summers and freezing winters,

you will shine on that parade,

good things wont last, so do the bad ones.

lost in coffee rings and fingerprints, it all comes back to you.

down the main road,

One in a million,

Its like a perfect tragedy,

Tank - 全世界都停了电

you have one more moment to make this right.

世界可以突然什么都没有

we've got so much to live for,

The greatest company of all time,

memories in black and white,

so let's get back to whr we've last start,

all the smiles are fading away,

turn on your study mode,

a useless rant.

you can choose to ignore this, really.

nothing stays anymore.

indescribable feeling,

yeah it does hurt that bad,

feeling horribly sick.

exceptionally great,

weekend is almost over, again.

taking shortcuts,

bury your heart and keep it safe.

suddenly your mind turns blank,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMDAR! <3

aint nothing but a mistake.

best friends dont need to read each other's minds.

joy.

River Valley Concert Band.

SYF TOMORROW.

Coming Soon, real soon.

embrace the challenge,

in the blink of an eye,

Nevertheless,

I hate to say it, but once again.

imperfect.

Can feel it building up inside.

steady.

Changed a skin (again) but i like this one.

thanks, you really made my day.

Say th words you are supposed to say.

我們隔著　一顆心的距離